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From left to right, up to down.. Iron Man, Captain America, Hulk & Hawkeye and Blackwidow.

So yes, guess who has already watched the so far best show in 2012. IMDb's rating for this show is 8.9/10, who would ever expect that the rating would be higher than Inception(8.8/10)? Though Inception had higher rating last time. And I can't believe the rating for X-Men: First Class is just 7.9/10.. It's proven that The Avengers is good, so you better go and watch it in the cinema NOW!

Marvel's movies are forever COOL and AWESOME. I'm just too impressed. Although after the movie I had to walk home alone from Kelana Jaya station, it was still worth it. Worth much more.. I'm so happy that I'm escaped from the movie tickets thing. I've been traumatized by movie tickets before this, that's why I didn't volunteer to book tickets until all my friends were like .. didn't have the time to book.. so I did the job and I was still afraid.. but not so since they're like my best friends.

Anyway I went to Mid Valley with Kyleen, Zoe, Justin and Ian Zhan and of course it was a great experience because honestly, I've never sat on a public bus before. I didn't spend much though I was telling all of them I wanted to buy a gift for Fiona but ended up didn't buy anything. Felt sorry for Zoe that her mom was scolding her already, and Kyleen to skip her tuition for us. But it was all worth it, isn't it? :/

Anyway, we were rushing home and I realised guys DO shop longer than girls do! ahahha. Or my friends and I just don't like to shop. -_- We're like.. super abnormal girls who don't shop. My brother once said I'm not a girl since I don't go out to shop for clothes. I mean, I was born to wear those clothes passed down by my brother (mainly pajamas-es) and those which my mom thinks they look nice so she bought it without even asking my opinion. And sometimes when I go out with her she'll be like.. YOU WANT THIS SHIRT?! and I'll just look like this:-


well, with a "okay". I mean, if someone wants to buy something for you of course you say yes right? In addition, since you're not the one who's paying it. I sound weird and selfish and greedy like this. HAHAHA!

Okay back to the avengers, JUST A FRIENDLY REMINDER here:

STAY 'TIL AFTER CREDITS!

Not here to prank you but just do it 'cause you'll regret if you don't. I saw people going out before credits and I just felt bad because of their impatient-ness. Anyway, just stay. :)

And no Zoe I won't forget to end this post with your dearest..



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Wait, this post hasn't even ended so please stay.

SEE, it's a practice for you to be patient until after credit. :P

Exams are coming soon, so soon that I regret for not starting to study. I always get that feeling before exams but I just don't study regularly, it's just not me! Sigh.. My teacher said that I have to be a nerd in order to score A-pluses. :/

It's just NOT ME!

Labels: Outing

Well well, a quick one.
I know my blog looks nice, thanks for the compliment secretly hidden in your heart.

So today during civic period our topic was religion. It's such a sensitive topic to talk about, but through that I got to know much more about other religions? And besides I really don't think Christian is a religion (not like you be one, because you have to, but because you really believe and enjoy being one).. It's a belief, that Jesus has died, He is risen, and He'll come back again. I know it's like a very soon thing.. No one knows when, but it'll be the day where everyone will know the truth.

Okay let's skip this sensitive topic, may God bless you.

So so, today was career day and it wasn't that bad 'cause I kinda like.. asked myself who I really am/what I wanna be. (Actually not really) I'm still struggling on this matter, just that I don't show it. Nyehehehe, if I ever can't get into medicine, I think I'll go for Hospitality instead. (Y) It's gonna be cool, I'm gonna be a fat lady or a high class waitress learning how to fold napkins. And then if I ever get to be a chef or something (which sounds odd 'cause I never cooked in my life except maggie mee), I'll definitely get Zoe to design my restaurant. & maybe find Kyleen to be my restaurant psychologist/lawyer. Everything will go so smoothly with them. HAHAHA. Okay, I kind of like think I'm dreaming now 'cause it sounds impossibru. :P

Forget about that dream, but look at the awesome-looking & delicious-looking-too *coughs-itsgonnamakeyouhungry-coughs* food..


That is luxury, man.

Maybe I should be a baker instead? I shall bake cakes that are better than secret recipe's? ultimately secret recipe ahahah!

Or do you prefer to see some intestines' pictures? I can post it up but I'll scare most of you away, I guess? Unless you are really a weird one who wants to see something internal.. surrounded by blood.. Err.. Okay I'm weird.

Weird means special, by the way.

Meanwhile.. a song that I really love. Tried to play it with guitar but I'm still quite slow. HEHE :)


Heheh, do you know that I've been "blessing" people which sweets I get from Terry(Add maths tuition teacher) like almost every week since last month.. People will be like smiling widely after they get their sweets, and I do feel a little bit happier by making people happier. It's like.. a sort of satisfaction I get everytime I make someone feels happy. :P
People who haven't gotten a sweet from me, just hang on, kay? :)

Meh, it's 1:22am I shall start doing my karangan but before I end this post, I'm just gonna clarify and explain something.

My brother is getting better and he's eager for God. I'm quite happy with that but I don't know why I just can't resist like.. feeling odd whenever he says something I've never imagined him saying. He's getting better so thanks for all of your prayers! I hope he'll continue walking the right path but as for my eldest brother, I hope he will never fall into temptations.

God, please bless my family!

Anyway, since he got into accident (did I even say it on my blog?), I've to walk back from school if I stay back now.. My tuition schedules are all changed.. It's kinda troublesome, but if that's what we've to pay for him to get into the right path.. I bet my mom's willing to pay, even with her life. I've never seen my parents being so worried of my brother, or anyone of us.

I finally saw a little bit of their love.

But I'm sad that after a few days, everything was back to normal. It's so saddening to see it but I still trust God, no matter what. I don't know how to explain but He's just real to me.

He's my spiritual healer, guider. That's why, I guess?

Labels: Personal

I apologize to you readers, even when it's not exactly my fault, but blame me for being so naive, blame me for believing people so easily. Miracles did happen, it did, to my brother, that was a true story but mine wasn't. My iPod thing was a total cow dung. I SERIOUSLY HATED the way my eldest brother likes to LIE about something that is obviously very lame. He only lies because he knew I sure would believe his words, he lied about he bought an iPad himself, he lied about his iPhone he lied about a lot of things, but this time, he did it overboard. I think he seriously needs to learn a lesson, but I prayed for him instead (like how i did for my elder brother).. He's just too childish to lie to me that he didn't change the wallpaper nor touch my iPod. He's VERY childish. as in, VERY okay? I was so happy when something miraculous happened to me but in the end, it's not even real. I guess it's not the time for me to get touched now? Or I already got touched in church camp last year? Anyway! God will touch my heart one day! :) Actually He already kinda did, but not directly to me lah! I'm still REALLY grateful that my elder brother is a better man now, I hope his faith will still be this strong when I tell him my our eldest brother just lied to us. But my prayers for him still worked AFTER ALL! :D

P/S it's amazing to see life-changing thing happening beside you, you know?

And have I told you my dog was actually missing for about 4 days before Good Friday? It's amazing how right after my brother and I prayed, Brownie just came back by himself. We thought he got caught by MBPJ or something.. but thank God he didn't and he's safe and sound! :)

Labels: Personal

I just wanna share something, actually a lot of VERY amazing things that have happened on Good Friday night and the days after that.

So it was Good Friday night when my brother finally went to bed (I was in a camp, feeling quite sad because I didn't get to attend two Easter parties but still was very hyper though), anyway, he said he entered to a lucid dream, which was pretty scary, it's like devils were trying to overtake him but Jesus saved him. My brother told me that Satan said to Jesus that, he wants my brother, but Jesus told Satan that He wants my brother to go to Heaven, just one night. And guess what, he did hear God's voice after that. God was telling him, "Money is the root of evil, if you want to work, work for experience but not for the amount of money you can earn." (something like that). All my brother could think of and feel was that his soul is somewhere else and that he couldn't move his body.

It's so amazing that my prayer was heard. He's a changed man, and I really pray that he'll continue to be like this and that God will change the people around him through my brother.

My brother became so good and (not to say VERY holy) but his faith is seriously so strong that I'm shocked. He told my mom and I the story yesterday. BUT guess what happened to me after that.

I slept at 10 something, and I woke up this morning at 6am, my iPod was just on the table beside me. (I was sleeping on my living room's couch btw) And I saw Jesus Christ's picture once I on the lock mode. Then I was guessing like.. okay it could possibly be my brothers who've changed it, or Julian, who's the changed man I mentioned. But when I asked him, he said he didn't. And after school just now, I called my another brother, Jeremy to ask if he's changed my wallpaper, he said he didn't. Who could it possibly be? When no one else in my house knows how to use it. It's not my dad 'cause he wasn't home the whole night, it's not my mom because she doesn't even know how to unlock an iPod, not my maid when she's a Muslim. Not me, cause I NEVER slept-walk before. It's just like that. (and fyi I didn't have any wallpaper before that). It kept me wondering if it's God who did it, as it's quite funny when God knows how to use an iPod, it's just amazing, you know? I didn't put in any Gospel photos on my iPod, just Gospel songs because I just had my iPod past few days. Unbelievable amazing!

Another thing, my brother just borrowed a book from his boss (his new boss which he thinks God wanted him to work for -- and side story, his boss chose him to do some photoshop thing on the computer when no one else knows HOW to do it, no one else among the 20 workers in the company) anyway, the book is called 'God and Legions', he borrowed it WITHOUT reading the description behind, basically he just borrowed it because the cover looks nice (it does), and guess what he just randomly read the description today and the story, now finally he knows that it's about Julian, a sheltered scholar and pacifist lives in peace-until a summons from Emperor Constantine the Great changes the young man's life forever.

And which amazingly cling to my brother's life because he's a sheltered scholar and until God changed his life forever. And he thinks God wants him to read the story book.. :) Now, I'm really really really glad and I thank God that He heard my prayer. I prayed for my brother because just previously, we were arguing about Lady Gaga's Illuminati and if he should listen to her songs or not. I was the one who disagreed to the max and he said it's nothing. We were arguing until my mom was quite pissed off and I broke down. The next day, there was a CF meeting so I told my friends about it and they asked me to pray about it and told me that God will surely hear. Days past by and I was feeling quite.. not to say unfaithful but I didn't pray as much.. I went for CF camp, amazingly, Pastor Victor was talking and preaching about family, and if you know me well enough I actually have LOTS of family problems which I actually keep them as secrets because everyone has secrets that only God knows. Anyway, all I was praying is that my family will be more like a family, soon. And I still believe God will change my family's lives. Everyone's.

How amazing can it not be when God's just SO NEAR me? My brother's bringing his whole lots of friends to church this weekend. And he's wondering if he should get a tattoo which obviously a no from my mom, but I (and his Christian friends) asked him to seek for God's permission first.

He's REALLY a changed man. He waited for me today because I was about 20 minutes late from Benedict's house(we had practice for this Friday's Easter's sketch) NORMALLY, he would scold me until I cry but after this whole thing, he just changed, completely. He never said anything or showed me he was pissed or anything. I'm so happy he changed, to be a better person because of Jesus Christ!

And I still can't believe my prayer actually worked, and that my iPod has a Jesus Christ_Shepherd pic as my wallpaper which was changed automatically like Idk, it's just so amazing I can't stop crying because of happiness. (I'm not crying now but I was when I was telling Kyleen a part of the stories)..

Amazing, it's just so amazing!

The pic looks like this :

Labels: Testimony