"look back & learn"

Title: Let Your Heart Hold Fast

Sunday, December 23, 2012 || 2:18 AM

I set it as unlisted. So readers, feel appreciated because this can only be seen by you people.. Privileged people..? :)
Sorry for the out of tune,okay? I'm not a professional nor an expert. (Don't they mean the same? o.o)
And because I only upload a video of me singing once a year..

And I'm not gonna say this to scare you people away, but. ._.
Is the cupboard in the video moving or is it just me??? :0 (I'm sure YouTube did something when I agreed to let them 'stablelise' my video.. Hmm

Are you WAITING for my 'LLC day three' post? 'cause I think it will only be up by Monday! Hold on, k? :)

BY THE WAY, I will be also posting about my reunion with my standard five & six friends and also the Christmas party I've gone to in Norman's church! (My looooooooooong lost BEST friend. Yea it's a guy. Trust me it's not weird to have such relationship with a guy, because the way I treated him was so.. unimaginable harsh but he NEVER gets angry. So nice, right?)
1. I slap him every time I see him, EVERY SINGLE TIME when he starts talking. (on the shoulder tho, not in the face) - then you don't call it slap? Smack then? Or PIAK. AHAHAHA I so CINA (OR, OR audiofied/soundified LOL whatever lah.)
2. I chased him around until both of us got super exhausted (or was it always just me who was running like crazy?)
3. I shout at him when I talk to him.. (should it be in a past tense form? 'cause I think I've become more polite now. LIKE A LADEYHH. yea man)
4. I kick him. (I don't think I kick everyone so...)

K la long story short. He's the only one I can be so ganas to. Even after two years of not meeting each other I still treated him the same way in the Christmas party. Gotta be more ladylike. I thought I wouldn't behave like that anymore. Failed.

And more to go. Stay tuned for upcoming posts! Good night!

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Title: LLC day two

Sunday, December 16, 2012 || 11:16 PM

Hmm I guess I haven't told you which place we went for Leo Leadership Camp yea?
It was at KKB, Kuala Kubu Bharu. Well, it was an okay place, not so "ulu" but not so modern either.
At least we got to slept in bed, a double decker bed. :D It's not so modern because I couldn't get wi-fi connection, they should apply one, at least streamyx if they claim that unifi is too costly!

Now I should start talking about the second day of LLC!

First, of course.. RISE AND SHINE AND GET WASHED UP. (Except no one really cared about hygiene, how did I know about that? because no one bathed on the last day of camp. We were all stink, like lap sap tang (rubbish bin in Cantonese).

Rubbish Bin -01

You must be thinking we weren't that stinky, right?
It's up to you, not like if I describe us with bombastic words you would get to experience how stinky we were, of course I was more stinky back in KRS camp, where I didn't get to bathe at all.

Repelling

Can you spot me? Clue: I'm the left out one in front! :D

First, we were asked to warm ourselves up. Lydia led us in warming up.

Almost everyone was struggling when they did this. HAHAHA.

Then we were asked to wear this (starts with C thing).

Then one of the brothers (I remember his name, part of his name, start with N one ._.) told us how to use the D thing.. oh crap I forgot all the names of things. Yea the one he's holding, that thing.

The two flag holders, kinda. HAHA.

Was running around checking out guys. Hahahahhaha. Just kidding.

Look what cool thing they did with the flag! :D

Oops failed!

Flying Fox

Took so long to prepare but only got to enjoy for a little while.

It was water rafting after that. We were supposed to build our own raft and sit on it then go to the lake to try it out. It turned out kinda failed for my group and I felt extremely horrible.
No pictures for it so..

Let's move on to at night!

And let's end with this. I forgot what we did at night. HAHAHA.

'cause it's original!

By the way I went to Paradigm Mall today to shop for Christmas presents for my nieces and nephews. These few whom I only get to visit once or twice a year. You should never forget their adorable faces! It's still hard to accept being called an aunty by a 12 year old boy.

Oh wait wait, so I remembered after watching the video (which I will be showing you guys in one of the upcoming posts.) We did water confidence before water rafting. Yea I admit I have more confidence in water now, only WITH a life jacket on.

We unfortunately lost when we were competing during water rafting. That was when I was truly sure I can't be a leader too.

Then we had cobweb at night. Still REMEMBER that they lied to us telling us we were gonna have jungle trekking that night.
We were supposed to be put through into holes with the help of our team members :)

These holes.

Kidding.
Like this.

K bye.

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Title: LLC first day

Saturday, December 15, 2012 || 3:29 AM

Hi. Anyeong haseyo. [however you spell it].
Currently, badly being tortured by what you SHOULD have to indicate that you are growing - pimples.
Or just a pimple, a super huge one that evilly decided to take a visit in my nose. Wanted to squeeze it since forever but it's only me, you know, whom will feel the unnecessary pain. Evil pimple. I've never seen anything this evil.

What I've been up to?
City Hunter.
I think it's by far the most amazing Korean Drama, ever. If you prefer a thrilling one, this is it.

Okay if you see this you would probably think it's full of romance but it's seriously not. It only has one kiss in the whole drama, that's what I like about it, at least it didn't end with a kiss again. I hate watching a drama which seems to always have kissing, I find it annoying AHAHHA 'cause I find Breaking Dawn annoying. :D

Oh wait there are two. ._.

after watching City Hunter I feel like I can fight. LOL. I really feel like I can protect myself now but no, hahaha. I've no skills at all.

Yeap, yeap. Lee Min Ho's fighting scenes. I like how this song always appear when he successfully catches someone unrighteous.

And the most touching one goes to Baker King (what my brother says, it's the only one he likes and watched), but for me it's Shining Inheritance. It's more about family, about how a grandma is so disappointed in her own family member and decides to give all her inheritance to an outsider.

It's also because every episode makes me cry like a baby.
First episode is about the girl's dad who died and also uhm her brother went missing.

Hahahaha, those are just my judgement but honestly in my life, I think I've watched less than 20 Korean Dramas. I'm not a K-Pop fan, so..

Anyway I'm supposed to blog about Leo Leadership Camp 2012 so here goes.. The first day! :)

Apparently the first thing we did was to listen to all the rules and regulations set by that place by Abang Zack - the extremely friendly brother whom told me to not EVER call him Tuan. (I'm a KRS so if I call you Tuan you should understand. D: We call even women seniors Tuan. We are non-sexist people ._.)

Only the first hour and everyone was already falling asleep.

But nope it wasn't boring at all. You probably think I'm weird because I like Lion Ivan's gentleness, his speeches make me so awake. They are interesting.

Also probably because I was born without having a chance to see both my grandparents. I like listening to their experiences in life!

Then Lydia, the medic of this camp started 'introducing' us her first aid kit.

Then we started cleaning our dorm. We had all the TamanJaya-ians together in one dorm (for girls) and also all the Assunta-ians in another one. [Taman Sea, Taman Petaling and also Damansara Jaya], all the boys - 9 boys - They gay-ed together at night. AHAHA, I don't know what they did so I assume only la okay. :D

Look what we found outside our dorms! Yeah all our dorms are pretty near, BUT SUPER DUPER FAR AWAY FROM THE CANTEEN AND SECRETARY ROOM. Sigh :( We needed to walk like almost 500m everyday, or more than that. Hmm...

By the way, it's a BIG BIG [nut] beetle, don't you think? :) A very pretty one too!

AND THEN BENJI STALKING ME, IT WAS.

After that we were separated into two groups.

The red group which later that night, had their group name - Red Bull.
Red symbolises how 'fierce' they can be, Bull symbolises how determined they can be. :] In short, they can be really determined!
They had 19 people.

The Blue team, my group! - Blue Hawk.
Yes! I was the leader of the group and I sincerely felt bad for saying yes. Although we had really really good times together. Because we have - freedom, we search for experiences in life, that's also why we ended up landing in LLC. (still can't believe I thought of that, brilliant Bernice is brilliant.)
We had 18 people. We were supposed to have 19 too! :) But Jeslynn was sick so she wasn't able to attend.

Then we had our Ice Breaking - 30 seconds date. :D
Sounds like Ted and Stella, eh? Except theirs was a two minute date..