"look back & learn"

Title: June 2011 :)

Thursday, June 30, 2011 || 4:58 PM

8/6/2011

Mid term break - Civic project.

It was a great day. The only day I get to spend my time with my friends. :( Yeah, I know, I'm living in a jail-liked house. Like Rapunzel! Just wonder when will my life begin. :)

Ignore my face. SO BIG. It's not chubby. It's just, HUGE! Boom!

12/6/2011

Went to Tesco with my maid.

It was.. quite boring :(

Imagine you, going shopping alone.

Well, it's because my maid and I shopped separately. :)

Tom Yam wasn't that bad. :) But the portion of the rice was like.. super little :(

19/6/2011

It's a Sunday.

It's father's day, but I celebrated it with my mummy :)

Mrs. Malaysia 2011 :)

Contestant #1, #2, #3 and #4.

Contestant #5, #6, #7 and #8.

Contestant #9, #10, #11 (my mom) and #12.

Contestant #13, #14, #15 and #16.

Contestant #17 (77 years old!) , and my mom!

Fooooooooooood! :D ♥

25/6/2011

The Magical Musical. :)

The ticket is RM210 -.- I don't get it. I nearly fell asleep.

Until "Jei Ho" the song played :)

26/6/2011

Celebrated dad's birthday and father's day. :)

Oh, but he paid :p

Mom didn't go. She was busy going to some charity or something..

But I had a fun time with Apak (Uncle Michael) and Auntie Cecelia :D

And also Michelle, in my house :D :D

Group picture! :D

Camwhored at night 'cause I thought the top looked awesome.

^.^V Act cute pic! :D

27/6/2011

School.

Written by Zoe. Or, is it considered as 'drawn'? :)

Quote BARNEY STINSON! :)

Finally! I'm done YAY :D

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: KRS noodle-ting :D

Saturday, June 25, 2011 || 11:30 AM

You must be curious what my title is about. :D It's basically noodle = mee.. so noodle-ting = mee-ting = meeting. :) I'm so creative right? Thank you! So I broke my promise I didn't write a post for my dad. Anyway, I'll just write something here.. a short one:-

Papa, thanks for being my papa for nearly 15 years :)

You may not be a perfect father but..

I still remember the times when you treated me right.

But all I can say is most of them.. are bad.. for me. ):

I still remember the times when you taught me how to speak proper English :D

I still remember the times when you played guitar. :)

The times when you brought us all out for vacations.

The times when.. it's actually quite a lot if you think again..

Thanks for being such a great man for 54 years .. Err :)

I, as your daughter.. can't and don't know how to take care of you.

Maybe I don't have this much opportunity to spend most of my time with you..

But I still hope you'll have another 54 years to come.. or even.. 100 and 200.. 300 or 400 :) Although for us, human, it's kind of impossible to live for 200 years but.. When we leave this world one day, God will give us an eternal life in Heaven. :)

Who knows about the future? Maybe I'll leave this world first?

Still, for whatever you did or did not do as a father, I will still love you. :D

At least, I should be glad that both of my parents are still alive. And still love me. I hope :)

I hope YOU can quit smoking. I'm always asking you to stop, I just want you to listen to me for once, papa ): It's your health!

I also hope you can live happily every single day! :D

Happy belated birthday and belated father's day daddy! :)

(It's quite long. But for readers. you can skip that. And hey! That's for my that, not for you readers! :D)

KRS meeting. Yes, that's the main topic for this post! :)

Anyway, my team got first. I mean, I'm glad that happened, 'cause whenever I'm in a team, my team will definitely lose. 'Cause I'm such a.. not good partner or teammate.. or whatever. ):

So it was.. okay.. I'm happy that I win, obviously. And award is get T-shirt. :D You know I'm damn happy because I freaking love that shirt. Because I don't have one.. :P

2008 camp shirt ! :D

HAH! Bieber blast! BAAAA 8)

SO we did the bearing compass thing.. walk few hundred steps to get the clue.. then.. put up a tent.. then FAST FORWARD - we ate a whole tube of wasabe (toothbrush size) and 5 lemons. Yeah, so.. it's easier to eat than passing the sponge (save the water mission).. but end up felt like vomitting when i was on the way home. -.- But I'm okay now, so don't worry :D

That's all. Bye. See you :)

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: 100 friend requests!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011 || 9:28 PM

I am so lifeless. I know that. :)

Anyway, 'cause I think I've got some argument with Andrea, but I definitely know how losing a family member feels like. Still, I hope her grandma will rest in peace. I wanted to send my condolences but... I'm just not the right person. Anyway, to Andrea's grandma, I can be sure that you're a good grandma. Hope you're with God now. :)

Today was.. okay! :)

So I went for the event.

& of course I didn't get first but got last instead!

AHAHA :D 'cause I was seriously over thinking too much.

& I did the world most embarrassing thing ever!

I didn't know I was disqualified, YES for the WHOLE COMPETITION. I didn't feel sad. I don't know why. I guess I just didn't really care. I mean, I know I should but.. It's just not a right thing to do. To be sad for getting last and got disqualified, I mean :) And what could I say? Definitely not yay right? So.. just remain silence.

Barking dogs (please shut up)

It really made my day! Omgoodness. I'm so in love with your creativity, hehe :D

I'm not going to tell you who it is but she's an awesome friend. *hint hint :b

Oh, too bad. Yellow house. Please be sad to have me in it. I don't mind, really. I'm just really.. not a sports-girl. Y'know. Not part of the world :b

Tomorrow is a day. HAHA. Papa, happy early 54th birthday :D I'll write a post for you (even thought I hope you wont stalk my blog) tomorrow. Muahahaha. I'm kinda suck at writing letters -.- Especially when it's not during exams.

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: You want my love? :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011 || 7:13 PM

That drama is nice. Anyway, I just randomly found it when I typed "wonderful life" for nice images. It was so far, one of my favourite Korean Dramas. Although that drama is like 6 years old? :) I used to like it.. 'cause its SAD :') It's something about, look at the little girl in that picture :) She got leukemia and her parents who accidentally got her were crying like mad :( I kind of forget the story line already D: All I know is it's a nice drama. :D

Wonderful. Life is so wonderful! If only you can stay in your bed every second. Not moving and not getting fat. Just eat and sleep. Life would not be stressful. Maybe, you'll be stressed thinking what you're gonna eat, or when you're gonna wake up. But in 21st century, everything is different. Going to school became a must for every kid. Therefore, life is never going to be wonderful unless holidays come by and say hi. And it never lasts long 'cause I'm such a dumbo who doesn't know how to enjoy holidays. 'Cause I have parents who think I'm still a kid, who probably will be kidnapped by evil kidnappers some day. Well, who knows what will happen? God knows. God.. knows everything. :)

Talking about God.. It reminds me of last Saturday's CG. We were talking about mercy. About compassion. About what we would do if we faced some problems like.. got rob, or some strangers came by and asked for a transport. Yes, really. What would I do? So we were talking.. and it was ultimately fun because I met Sarah, the laugh-er. I mean, she's really kind. She's going to Shanghai next week. Hope she'll enjoy her trip there :D John was there too. It was so freaking awesome :D Also, Jehanne was there, so it's like.. a perfect day. But Kyleen was not there. ): So, Jehanne was asking us if we have faced any problem like friends who owed you money, and didn't seem like they're gonna return you. You just got to forget it (not really, I mean, like.. just let that be) and that, you're being merciful already. And if a friend of yours smoke, and if they asked you for money? You just give them but then what you HAVE to do is tell them what they're doing is wrong. So what I've learned on that day was being merciful is really not that easy. In Christianity, you just gotta be like how God and Jesus showed us. Be like our father, the way he is. It's really hard. Imagine you got rob. You'll just be angry, right? And then Bryan was asking, what if he was being merciful to this person but end up this person were being not merciful to him. Like, for an example, by John, you saw a guy waving his hand and asking for help but when you stopped by, this guy drove your car away. Honestly, what would you do? Yes, you may go report but what if you didn't get to find your car back? Would you swear for that? Or would you just go.. Oh, that guy will definitely get punishment on judgement day, and just move on? Or.. (that made my day) would you wave your hand and wait for a nice car like BMW to stop by so that you can steal his car? HAHA! :) And it just keeps repeating and it will be fun! HAHAHA. Automatically get an upgraded car :) I mean, isn't it funny? :D

Mummy didn't win. Mrs. Malaysia, I mean. But she really appreciates every one of your support. That was the first time she joined this kind of.. competition. Some other people joined like 10 times and finally got to be Mrs. Malaysia. It's really good to try again. Really. Not like there's a rule there saying you can't compete again. Mum, if you wanna join next year. I will definitely be there to support you. But I'm really proud that you won Mrs Most Beautiful Skin :b Good Job mum! But, don't be so nervous, okay? You were so nervous that you speak so softly. I mean, trust me, readers. The other contestants are really.. professional. One of them dance "Nobody" by Wonder Girls!! :O And another one even hired dancers.. And guess what were the songs she used for background music? Something.. by Beyonce (If I'm not mistaken, it sounds like Beyonce for me), "On the floor" by Jennifer Lopez. & "Party Rock Anthem" by LMFAO! And she's 46 years old. Can't blame her, she's an event/studio organizer or something like that. Mum, I love you! Just saying :)

Is this long enough? I'm like crapping a lot. I gotta stop now. And oh my goodness. Like first time EVER in my life. I joined something for sports day. I don't know what the heck is that that I joined but it's on tomorrow and I'm dead. Some jumping thing. Novette wants me to replace her so I just agreed and I kind of regretted it. 'Cause trust me. I'm no a sporty girl.

Oh my gosh, this Thursday is a day -.- 4 years. I don't know why I still remember that (maybe it's because it's my dad's birthday) even though I know I don't like him anymore, and I know I will never regret for letting this go. :) It's a good improvement, I know. I didn't manage to hold on to this for whole 4 years, but yeah. Still, at least, happy 4 years for being such a good lover. (Not really)

Okay, bye. See ya! :)

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: lil' heart attack :)

Friday, June 17, 2011 || 12:47 AM

Today is definitely not a good day for me. Let's hope it's yesterday.

Quote Barney Stinson! When I get sad I stop being sad and be awesome instead.

Barney, you should really teach me how to be an awesome human being. :)

And,
Bernice Chee, you're just dumb, hopeless.

Heart is frigging painful, let's hope it's just the feeling you get before you're gonna, you know, burst? And that it's not a symptom for heart attack.

Vanished, a great book. Lovin' it :)

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: Civic project.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011 || 1:11 AM

*CRIES*

This time not joking one. I want to cry so badly. My brother doesn't know how to go Zoe's house!! I'm gonna cry I'm gonna cry :'( No one can fetch me and Jing Wei home tomorrow. My bro doesn't even know where Kampung Tunku is! D': HELP ME. SOMEONE. Jing Wei's house is in SS2, can someone tell me if you go from Kampung Tunku to SS2 is how far? D: Sigh. I'm seriously scared that tomorrow may be my worst day in this holidays. That's why I don't like to go out. If I go out, I'll trouble my whole family. They will be angry and nothing will be good after that. It's either not talking to one another or argue until the whole house BOOM. I'm so sad. HELP! :'(

Stupid Civic project. Hate you much.

God, please help me. Please bless me. In Jesus name I pray, Amen. Please please. Pretty pretty please. Everything please go well tomorrow :'(

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: randomness #2

Monday, June 6, 2011 || 11:35 PM

EMO

no, jk. Goodnight :)

'cause I'm awesome. Tmr there will be a marching practice for KRS. God, may I pray that everyone will be safe and good. And that the marching practice will go well and smooth. Father Lord please bless all of us. In Jesus name I pray, Amen! :D

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Title: Ups and downs. Life :)

Sunday, June 5, 2011 || 2:01 PM

KILL me, I forgot about my duty in church. K-I-L-L me. You have to do it, or else, I'll commit suicide. I told God that I'm EXTREMELY, VERY times 1000 sorry about forgetting I've to go church today. So I woke up at 11.14am today. I went downstairs, sat on the chair (the chair, the one you can see it in Pasar Malam, they sell it there, the colourful one, you can see uncles like to sit on it to read newspaper one?) Yes, I sat on that chair, suddenly I had that urge to go to toilet to pee. So, of course I went to the toilet. Then I REALISED I HAD TO GO TO CHURCH TODAY. Ah, kill me, how can I forget )': I kept asking for God's forgiveness and that Aunty Connie and the fellow team wouldn't be mad at me and all. :/ But of course when I reached there, they didn't look like they were angry or anything but I still felt bad, the whole time in the room.. and ALL moody. D':

Trust me, I felt really extremely bad about it, but how can I do or what can I do? :'(

And until I left the church I was still asking for God's forgiveness. I prayed all the way until I reached home. And then I stood by my front gate (of my house) and shouted for my maid so that she can open the gate.. then my father reached home just in time, he left his car and told me he bought me something.. Oh and I got a Barney I really felt happy I forgot all the things I did for that while. Yeah only for that half an hour, kept playing with Barney.

And I went to my bathroom and started thinking what I actually really want. All I want is.. uhmm.. my deepest secret to come true and Uncle Hoe to get well soon :) My deepest secret? Some people know, some people don't. It's funny how the closest friend of mine don't know and the not so close one, this person knows everything :/ YEAH, weird enough. This person, the meanest person I've ever met SO FAR. AHAHA, guess who la. (guess slowly, but don't simply guess) maybe, uhmm this person knows what I want -.- The one, money can't buy. Well. Oh and I want everyone around me to be safe and healthy. Ah, I'm so greedy.

So, I actually thought of uhmm.. a little gift like Barney maybe can make my day for few minutes, but not the whole day. Actually I prefer the gift to be like in reality. Although I know that I like Barney, Elmo and stuff like that, but deep down I know that I want something else. :p and these things. are actually more precious than anything else in this world. :D

To LONGAN! Do you wanna join conquering msn to-midnight? (Although I'm not so sure whether Siew Chin's gonna online tonight or not, if she's not on then plan will be cancelled, is that okay? :D) So after that maybe I can print screen something and write about you THREE's awesomemess! HAHAHA.

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: I am cool like this 8)

Saturday, June 4, 2011 || 5:07 PM

WHEEE.

I am so sad. I just skipped church AGAIN. :'(

Oh btw, should've print screen -ed yesterday's conversation with those 3 awesome people. (yes, I hope all of these 3 people read this). MUAHAHAHA.

; Wishing Agung happy birthday :D

Anyway, siew chin, freaking pro. I lost 3 games. she lost 1 game only ): BIG TOURNAMENT I had there with Siew chin :p.

So, the conclusion..

Don't be angry ah, I know I'm being mean ): but HOORAY, :P

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Title: Randomness #1

|| 12:16 AM

I know right. Lifeless X) but I win :P

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Title: Nice guys.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011 || 4:28 PM

There you go. NICE GUYS.

Oh my goodness, someone help me! I can barely breathe now. YS just sent me an fb msg and asked for my phone number. :O LIKE REALLY. My heart is beating REALLY fast D: Should I give him? I really.. don't feel like it. I just promised myself not to bother him anymore. What the heck am I thinking? =.= SHOOT ME. I'm about to die. Let's see. Maybe he's getting from EVERYONE. So.. I CANNOT BE SO PERASAN, YET. LOL. Wait. What the heck am I thinking again? =.= What's with the perasan word. NOTHING OKAY. NOTHING. So it's just a friend.. asking his ex tuition-mate for her phone number.. YES, just like that :D

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