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Title: Ups and downs. Life :)
Sunday, June 5, 2011 || 2:01 PM
KILL me, I forgot about my duty in church. K-I-L-L me. You have to do it, or else, I'll commit suicide. I told God that I'm EXTREMELY, VERY times 1000 sorry about forgetting I've to go church today. So I woke up at 11.14am today. I went downstairs, sat on the chair (the chair, the one you can see it in Pasar Malam, they sell it there, the colourful one, you can see uncles like to sit on it to read newspaper one?) Yes, I sat on that chair, suddenly I had that urge to go to toilet to pee. So, of course I went to the toilet. Then I REALISED I HAD TO GO TO CHURCH TODAY. Ah, kill me, how can I forget )': I kept asking for God's forgiveness and that Aunty Connie and the fellow team wouldn't be mad at me and all. :/ But of course when I reached there, they didn't look like they were angry or anything but I still felt bad, the whole time in the room.. and ALL moody. D':
Trust me, I felt really extremely bad about it, but how can I do or what can I do? :'(
And until I left the church I was still asking for God's forgiveness. I prayed all the way until I reached home. And then I stood by my front gate (of my house) and shouted for my maid so that she can open the gate.. then my father reached home just in time, he left his car and told me he bought me something.. Oh and I got a Barney I really felt happy I forgot all the things I did for that while. Yeah only for that half an hour, kept playing with Barney.
And I went to my bathroom and started thinking what I actually really want. All I want is.. uhmm.. my deepest secret to come true and Uncle Hoe to get well soon :) My deepest secret? Some people know, some people don't. It's funny how the closest friend of mine don't know and the not so close one, this person knows everything :/ YEAH, weird enough. This person, the meanest person I've ever met SO FAR. AHAHA, guess who la. (guess slowly, but don't simply guess) maybe, uhmm this person knows what I want -.- The one, money can't buy. Well. Oh and I want everyone around me to be safe and healthy. Ah, I'm so greedy.
So, I actually thought of uhmm.. a little gift like Barney maybe can make my day for few minutes, but not the whole day. Actually I prefer the gift to be like in reality. Although I know that I like Barney, Elmo and stuff like that, but deep down I know that I want something else. :p and these things. are actually more precious than anything else in this world. :D
To LONGAN! Do you wanna join conquering msn to-midnight? (Although I'm not so sure whether Siew Chin's gonna online tonight or not, if she's not on then plan will be cancelled, is that okay? :D) So after that maybe I can print screen something and write about you THREE's awesomemess! HAHAHA.
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