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Name♔ Bernice Chee Wai Yee
Nickname♔ Ber
Age♔ Eighteen(2014)
Birthday♔ 13th of September
Height♔ Too short to be revealed
Weight♔ Around 40kg.
Nationalist♔ Malaysian
Race♔ Chinese
Religion♔ A follower of Christ & a child of God :)

Anyeongggg.
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"Are not five sparrows sold for two cents? Yet not one of them is forgotten before God."Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. - Luke 12:6-7

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Title: ARGh! piss me off nia.
Thursday, April 29, 2010 || 10:10 PM

YOU KNOW I HATE YOU, STOP SMS-ing ME, YOU BASTARD!
hey your head la... you think we are close is it? you are completely wrong.
Can you like get off my life.. I decided NOT to reply you because I'm not in a good mood!
Don't think you know me well when you don't. I KNOW YOU VERY SMART.
I didn't reply you said I scary cat? pengecut? coward?? YOU STUPID man!
I seriously HATE YOU more than... fine..
If you really want me to reply you... PEI RU!! you must help me to tell him this...
YOU GET OFF BERNICE's LIFE YOU STUPID DUMBO ASS! BERNICE HATE YOU ENOUGH, STOP KACAU-ing her!!
Pei Ru, PLEASE, I beg you to do that, he's damn superb annoying man!

Yew Han, what you said, seriously, It's true, but then... You!!! don't ever tell anyone about HIM..
Chan Chee Kong, Lei Hou Yeh, if not you Yew Han wont know who is HIM. I seriously wanna thanks you man -.-

WISH ME good luck everyone, tomorrow KH and Chinese... I'm dying.


This romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well,I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh
Some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers thru your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near,
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words
You've been needing to hear, I'll wish I was him
'Cause these words are mine, to say to you
'Til the end of time

Bon Jovi- Always... My mood is seriously X because when I listen to this song I feel like crying :'(

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you

I'm so sorry :(

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: Exhausted :X
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 || 7:27 PM

I know that I can sacrifice only one of them... but I ended up sacrificed both. I'm tired of being a friend... Maybe I'm NOT a good friend.. Am I busybody? I'm not supposed to care too much right? I finally understand why everyone leaves me, because I can't even care about myself and what did I do? I kept saying what they did was wrong.. Everyone who does things that I don't feel comfortable around me will be lectured because of my selfish attitude.. Sorry if you are annoyed.. But if you don't wanna listen what I said then you can continue, no one's gonna stop you, but I'm the only one who's angry, which is the tiniest, smallest person lived in the place you can't see in your heart.. I'm such a failure, FAILURE! :( I don't know why I am so depressed these days, I need a friend, a true friend that will be always there to support me, but not keep reminding me what I did. I stay in my house every minute (exclude in school & other places) see my family members around, I feel sorry that I had already done what I shouldn't. I did that, do you think time can go back to when I want it to be? As you know, It's impossible, FOR SURE! Then why are you there comparing what we did? Siew Chin, I know you wanna be a real 100% girl, you tell me, who in this world can be perfect? I know you don't want to be called a gangster, a tomboy... I know that hurts! I'm a girl too.. I have feeling, just like Cik Sawarna(or whatever spelling) she said she has feelings too, I don't think we should continue backstabbing her, 'cause she's our teacher, maybe what she teaches is... well, we don't understand at all... But, we have Puan Molly, right? Even if Puan Wong continues teaching us, you'll continue EduSmart! Okay, & maybe you hate her, you wanna tell EVERYONE about your opinion... Continue with your comparison thingy, I know I was wrong, I'm trying not to talk to him, TRYING TO, and I didn't talk to him everyday right? NOT EVERYDAY! Fine, if you really think I'm wrong, then I promise you I won't talk to him FOREVER. never... Are you satisfied now? Okay, I know you cried too. You said we have different definition in our life... and okay, maybe.. if you think that's the main point we fighted for, then we are really not suitable to be so close... which we are not a close friend anymore. You know what you said.. & I was thinking am I really so wrong. Conclusion: I was wrong, but not to you, to my mom. I have to say sorry to my mom... I was sincerely helping you to get back to be a normal girl, you know you are rude... You shouldn't keep saying rude words every time you are emo, I shouldn't cry when I'm emo... Before Chinese New Year, You said you wont say any rude word anymore, but let's see what you did... You said a lot of time, which I had already told you, you can say rude words but not every time.. Then you started your bad habit again? wtheck? Okay, I admit I let you say rude words because I know what I did was wrong, so maybe like that my heart would feel better, and you just compared what I'm not supposed to do & what you're suppose to talk.. WELL, SORRY to the innocent one.. I know you did nothing to me, & we can't talk anymore. sorry. Both of you can continue reading my blog.. but I wont reply anything if you comment on my post.

Okay... Sorry for being quite rude, it maybe hurting you, so sorry.. Being straight forward is not my hobby, as I watched I guess I guess I guess guess guess, Straight forward girl would be hated by anyone.. You can hate me. But don't 'sing' me around, I don't wish anything happen to me again...

The day before yesterday, which was a Monday... Pei Shan asked me to fetch her to school for house practice. I said okay.. 'cause that's almost every week, which my dad is also okay with it. But yesterday, it really QUITE pissed me off.. Early in the morning, I was in my room, checking my phone... Wondering why are you not calling me, I thought you scared to disturb me. So I put my phone away, I was shocked you didn't call me. Then my dad reached your house, I was there of course, I sms-ed you, I saw your mom, asked her where are you, 'WHAT??!? sleeping?' I told my dad to go, my dad was like so angry, MY dad won't scold me other than homeworks, sometimes when he asked me to do homework, I shocked: wow? 1st time scolded me? But then I know he's worrying me will kena down, I told him wont.. I know he's pissed off... Then you sms-ed me said sorry, asked me to say sorry to him, then I did what you asked me to, he said quite loud:'If sorry for everything, then okay, If you later kena pumping, how? Ask her to pumping lar!! Overslept? see, now you are late!' & I decided to say no, papa, no pumping.. then that car silent for few minutes, I'm so scared.. I love my dad, I don't want him to get angry :(

LOL.. this is giving me a chance to cry again weih...

And you told me you wanna belanja me cause he's angry? & I fetched you for every week? Okay, I really don't want you to use money, you belanja me no use, NOT i fetch you, is my dad, remember, not i'm the one who's angry, it's my dad! okay, sorry if I'm wrong, I shouldn't write anything here to backstab you.

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: be healthy :)
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 || 10:31 AM

EATING FRUIT

We all think eating fruits means just buying fruits, cutting it and just popping it into our mouths. It's not as easy as you think. It's important to know how and when to eat.

What is the correct way of eating fruits?
IT MEANS NOT EATING FRUITS AFTER YOUR MEALS! * FRUITS SHOULD BE EATEN ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.

If you eat fruit like that, it will play a major role to detoxify your system, supplying you with a great deal of energy for weight loss and other life activities.

FRUIT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT FOOD.
Let's say you eat two slices of bread and then a slice of fruit. The slice of fruit is ready to go straight through the stomach into the intestines, but it is prevented from doing so.

In the meantime the whole meal rots and ferments and turns to acid. The minute the fruit comes into contact with the food in the stomach and digestive juices, the entire mass of food begins to spoil.

So please eat your fruits on an empty stomach or before your meals! You have heard people complaining - every time I eat water-melon I burp, when I eat durian my stomach bloats up, when I eat a banana I feel like running to the toilet etc - actually all this will not arise if you eat the fruit on an empty stomach. The fruit mixes with the putrefying other food and produces gas and hence you will bloat!

Greying hair, balding, nervous outburst, and dark circles under the eyes all these will not happen if you take fruits on an empty stomach.

There is no such thing as some fruits, like orange and lemon are acidic, because all fruits become alkaline in our body, according to Dr. Herbert Shelton who did research on this matter. If you have mastered the correct way of eating fruits, you have the Secret of beauty, longevity, health, energy, happiness and normal weigh t.

When you need to drink fruit juice - drink only fresh fruit juice, NOT from the cans. Don't even drink juice that has been heated up. Don't eat cooked fruits because you don't get the nutrients at all.. You only get to taste. Cooking destroys all the vitamins.

But eating a whole fruit is better than drinking the juice. If you should drink the juice, drink it mouthful by mouthful slowly, because you must let it mix with your saliva before swallowing it.
You can go on a 3-day fruit fast to cleanse your body. Just eat fruits and drink fruit juice throughout the 3 days and you will be surprised when your friends tell you how radiant you look!

KIWI: Tiny but mighty. This is a good source of potassium, magnesium, vitamin E & fibre. Its vitamin C content is twice that of an orange.

APPLE: An apple a day keeps the doctor away? Although an apple has a low vitamin C content, it has antioxidants & flavonoids which enhances the activity of vitamin C thereby helping to lower the risks of colon cancer, heart attack & stroke.

STRAWBERRY: Protective Fruit. Strawberries have the highest total antioxidant power among major fruits & protect the body from cancer-causing, blood vessel-clogging free radicals.

ORANGE : Sweetest medicine. Taking 2-4 oranges a day may help keep colds away, lower cholesterol, prevent & dissolve kidney stones as well as lessens the risk of colon cancer.

WATERMELON: Coolest thirst quencher. Composed of 92% water, it is also packed with a giant dose of glutathione, which helps boost our immune system. They are also a key source of lycopene - the cancer fighting oxidant. Other nutrients found in watermelon are vitamin C & Potassium.

GUAVA & PAPAYA: Top awards for vitamin C. They are the clear winners for their high vitamin C content. Guava is also rich in fibre, which helps prevent constipation. Papaya is rich in carotene; this is good for your eyes.

Drinking Cold water after a meal = Cancer!

Can u believe this??
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food.. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.



A serious note about heart attacks


HEART ATTACK PROCEDURE: (THIS IS NOT A JOKE!)
Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line. You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack . Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. Sixty percent of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know the better chance we could survive...

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10 people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life. Read this...It could save your life!!

Let's say it's 6.15 pm and you're driving home. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hospital nearest your home. Unfortunately you don't know if you'll be able to make it that far. You have been trained in CPR, but the guy that taught the course did not tell you how to perform it on yo urself.

'HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE':

Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack, without help, the person
whose heart is beating improperly and who begins to feel faint, has only about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness..

However, these victims can help themselves by coughing repeatedly and vigorously. A deep breath should be taken before each cough, deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum from deep inside the chest.

A breath and a cough must be repeated about every two seconds without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be beating normally again.

Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze the heart and keep the blood circulating. The squeezing pressure on the heart also helps it regain normal rhythm. This allows the heart attack victim to get to a hospital.

Tell as many people as possible about this. It could save their lives!!

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: good luck ber-berry :O
Monday, April 26, 2010 || 9:41 PM

TOMORROW SEJARAH & MATHEMATICS.
TODAY DIGI PEOPLE COME... ... KESELAMATAN SPEECH..
BOO KEAN went out, everyone clapped hands, woahhhh!
After recess... SUE SIANG acted cute in front of me.. :O
Okay lar, IT WAS VERY CUTE PIG-LOOKED...
Someone halal reading my blog, so sorry la..
SIEW CHIN & JI SHERN said I drug-addict kid.. :((
actually I don't mind ei... who cares?
I'm not ma, hehe!

I'm a study kid, so BYE BYE larh! xD
good luck for me! :)

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: 520 - 1314 .
Friday, April 23, 2010 || 11:00 PM

520 1314... do you think love can last forever? Today you told me you ♥ me, but then the other day you go to another girl... This is RIDICULOUS. If you are having a relationship now, please appreciate it. Boo Kean my bestie was coupling with my best friend Li Yen, but I heard they broke up.. why? I hope I'm dreaming... but I'm not.. Please lar, appreciate what you have now.. maybe that relationship will stay longer if you try to do something special? Or if.. you think you have no idea to save it, then.. that really might be over..

Tomorrow's a school day, have to go school... :( Happy belated birthday to Nicole Lee & Kimberley Koh! Happy birthday to Leou Jia Hwang.. :) I sprayed Nicole today, hehe!! She was like : I hate you Bernice. *laughs* I replied ; but I love you :) *smiles* I was happy because I didn't really drink water today, the whole road was like so wet, and HAHAHA!

This is quite short because I did something to my blog just now, thanks for caring when I nearly cried.. I don't know why I am so sad when I realised my blog had... something wrong.. I don't know why but I'm a loser :(

My birthday, aww, I don't wanna stay at home, which you know maybe I got grounded by my mom already, I don't wanna be a loner :( PLS, birthday should have FUN!! xD

Someone, you are really annoying.. You succeeded to annoy me.. thanks to you then -.- He thinks he is a joker whenh I don't get what his joke was about. Am I too stupid, I don't get what he mean... Kyleen helped me replied: U R WEIRD N... U NID HELP ( I forgotten. ) "But who's gonna help me?".. then, I was so angry so I had to be rude: "Can you pls don't talk to me anymore? How I know who you wanna find to help yourself? I seriously don't like you, I swear..." I'm being too rude, right? He said:"Did I say I like you? we are just friends. i told u before. frens can't talk? i wont eat u up. I confess that i wont b weird n lame 2 you only." ... confess your head la.. I said everyone lame, you stupid. I really beh tahan liao. "and I didn't say you still like me right? so, you don't talk to me anymore... Deal!" I'm rude because of that stupid fella. He thinks he's a joker some more -.- "ok la sorry. I wont do anything bad to you anymore. i will treat you as a normal friend from now onwards. treat me like a human. you know it hurts alot??" who cares if you're hurt or not? don't be a joker la -.- If you know it hurts a lot then don't talk to me. as you know, I'm rude. "I don't know and I don't want to know... I can't treat you as a normal human already..." and he kept begging me to forget what he said.. I can't.. But am I too rude.. I hope he can find another one, 'cause I don't like him -.- And what Pei Ru told me - He broke up with his girlfriend because of me.. I was like OMG.. how can he do that?!

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I read an e-mail, dad sent it to me :) I cried.. really, Oh my gawd, it's so... :'(

THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT

> It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry, as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health.
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> He said that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.
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> I was surprised, and asked him. "And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and said. "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is." I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life".
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> True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
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> True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
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> With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there are some that come along that have an important message, and this is one of those kind. Just had to share it with you all.
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> Oh, by the way, peace is seeing a sunset, and knowing who to thank.
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> "The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything that comes along their way."
>
> Please share this with someone you care about - I JUST DID.


Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: irritating person .
Thursday, April 22, 2010 || 11:36 PM


I want Ice cream, I don't want cake... :)

If you wanna give me cake give me this one :) HAHA... I'm so greedy wor...
Don't give me lar... I don't mind... :) as long as this year I wont be sick on my birthday..

Guys! OMG! I can't believe I re-read my diary, and I laugh like a crazy woman -.- Siew Chin, you wanna see? I laughed my ass off.. I was packing my stuff, clean up my study table everything, guess what? I found out my diary-last year I wrote it one.. I don't know you read before or not.. 'cause it's super-duper funny, I'm gonna let you read if you emo tomorrow man.. stupid TYS that playboy kid.. made me so emo wrote diaries... -.- but, I don't know where the hell is he now.. I can't believe he can live without phone.. Or maybe he lied to me? No, I shouldn't think this, but, this is driving me crazy.. YOU stupid! jkjk...
Eh, Boo Kean my bestie doesn't want to tell me what the hell happened to him -.- I gave him 2/5 of chicken floss bread without getting back what I wanna know, wasted lar =( Why everyone so tak-trust me one.. How I wish someone could give me hope so that I can be the FIRST successful kid-counsellor. Nah, I'm sad that I'm a bitch, I mean, I was a bitch. I not going to think anything now, just wanna rest, leave me alone, or I will chop you off.. If you are xXx, you better don't appear in front of me... YOU KNOW I HATE YOU MUCH & I TERPAKSA SAY WE ARE STILL FRIENDS BECAUSE YOU ARE SO SO SO ANNOYING! IF YOU SMS ME ONE MORE TIME I'LL BE REALLY RUDE, DON'T BLAME ME :O
I'm despo, just like what you said... SOMEONE, just give me a case.. so that I can analyze it.. wont think that much at least.. I'm gonna in Tanjung Rambutan if I continue thinking that I'm a bitch, FINE, I'm a cute girl.. -.-

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: this is getting bored . :(
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 || 9:24 PM

Haha... this is a classic picture!! got RM150 for UPSR result. I just found out this pic, cool.. I ♥ my head master, he's a cool guy!! really man, :) but one thing, kept asking us to donate money... Hehe.. that's why our school look so nice. I love my school xD Guess what? Madeleine ignored Nicholas Kok's friend request! Everyone here, you all are my besties, don't ever tell anyone about these... Nicholas's so damn depressed, I was smiling and laughing.. felt so bad.. He was like kept asking me, why why why. I said how i know wor. Bro said: maybe your profile pic's too gay liao. Then he sad face all the way... I don't understand why he kept praising madeleine, I mean, I understand la, madeleine is seriously pretty! I can't deny it... oh ya!! HAHA, thanks, siew chin, best monitor ever lar now, I asked her to lend me the class pictures, she did lend it do me. but, this is ridic, she asked me to say I love him. I was like wth, okay... :) She said: serious merh? I said: aiyo... then she said: take la take la... but make sure don't lose it :D I said: okok, I love TyS :) She said: owh, you finally admit it.. I said: I admitted it 10 years ago lar! -.-| OMG, this is getting boring, stop this!~ | not going to tell you what happened next, xD haha, TYS, you!! where the hell did you go to? hmph!!
(I'm getting ruder and ruder, got influenced by Ng Siew Chin lar.. I started to say eff u, but everytime I said it I had to shut up, I mean, I felt like killing myself.. Siew Chin, help me!! OMG! you lar, always say his name, I'm gonna kill you if I say one more time :(( (very sad)
I'm a cousellor lar guys, just find out David Law changed, changed to a really good guy... thanks to Puan Chin :) Puan Chin is the best teacher weih.. :P She helped a lot of students including Yew Han la, of course. He went to the counselor room so many times, escaped from sacking by teachers.. or whatever... hope he will become a good prefect la, of course.. but after that he talked to me, told me he's very sad because of a girl... and... how sad :( I listened to him, read his blog... but after I read the whole story, I asked who is she, he doesn't wanna tell me.. -.- he doesn't trust me. aww, so sad.. Oh my... I can't believe Megat so guai zai, he's a super-duper weird guy weih... the answer of the quiz is BITCH. But he said since that's a rude word, so he didn't want to write the answer, what a weird guy -.- My birthday... wtheck, no school.. I think I'm having an outing.. Replacement on this saturday... someone's not going, FINE... haha, I mean a lot of people wont go for sure... :( lonely replacement day.
Am I annoying? Am I a bitch?!?

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: appreciate everything..
Monday, April 19, 2010 || 10:07 PM

You have your own sister, and you are supposed to appreciate her. But, what did you do? You deleted what she said to you on Facebook. Do you think you did the right thing? I don't know what you are thinking, seriously. By the way, now my heart's popping too fast, so hard to stop it. 'cause someone caused this happened. Already knew I'm a dangerous kid one la. Still do things so obvious. :| you know who am I talking to? HAHA. obviously this is to that stupid old man. Lalala here lalala there -.- wtheck. damn lala kid one lo. No larr, jkjk. Okay, heart remained normal liao. To my dear Erica, you must do the right thing. One can meet another is a kind of luck. you are lucky to have her to be your sister.. some sisters exist in this world very violent one you know? there are some cases... which we don't know, or maybe you know... Haih, this is so complicated. I know a guy who gets whacked by another guy, which the guy is... OMG. how sad. that's why, be a nice creature. make it perfect. but i know i'm not perfect. i know many ppl hate me :( but why?? li yen was my best friend... but, i don't know why, i think she hates me. aiyo, i don't know lar.. why people change lerh? if we can live peacefully with small-kid-clean-brained(naive), at least there's no such case as stealing, fighting. kids are so... I love them, I wish i was them. But, this is life, right? I don't understand why humans choose the wrong way to live sometimes. we should ask them not to do that as we are the ones who are standing beside them and can see things more clearly.

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: Updateeee :D
Sunday, April 18, 2010 || 8:03 PM

"You gave me wings and made me fly, you touched my hand I could touch the sky.."
"Maybe I don't know that much, but I know this much is true." I ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ this song!!
`Because you loved me-Celine Dion.

Today I went to teach kids. HAHA! The kids keep pushing one another to eat cake, I mean, you know, they can't do that. :) That's Ben 10 secret recipe cake. It's okay, I don't really like Ben 10, obviously! If I liked it, I would be posting pictures of Ben 10 24/7. I don't get it, why is that show so famous? HAHA, 'cause I never watched that show. NEVER! :) By the way, that chocolate cake is so-so so nice :) Delicious! Of course Cheese Tiramisu is the best. I mean, HAHA! whatever. I love to eat cake!! HEHE.

Jo Ann gave me a necklace, very nice, Thankiew! :) Best friend! :)

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: fate has no price .
Friday, April 16, 2010 || 11:42 PM

So, I ♥ this picture. It reminds me about the ring I have and the memories in Penang with my relative, forever and always.. Sometimes, I hope those sweet memories can be captured automatically so I don't have to remember those sad things that had happened to me when I see those pictures. I received an e-mail from my dad, it's really true and I'm touched. (Or maybe touched is not the word )There are many sentences that really make sense and make me... feel like crying? Yea. I thought of everything after I read those sentences. I'm sharing with you all, of course! :)But wait. I'm trying to ask xXx to give up lar, aiyo! that super-annoying person keep interrupting my life! Owh, I'm being rude. Sorry... But Pei Ru! Can you please help me tell him I don't love him at all? If you continue dragging, you'll hurt him deeper la, it's true okay. He feel like giving up, just let him to..


`One - Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
`Two - Marry a man/woman you love to talk to, as you get older, their conversational skills will be as important than any other.
`Three - Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have and sleep all you want.
`Four - When you say "I love you", mean it.
`Five - When you say " I'm sorry, look the person in the eye.
`Six - Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
`Seven - Believe in love at first sight.
`Eight - Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dream don't have much.
`Nine - Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the way to live life completely.
`Ten - In disagreement, fight fairly. Please No name calling.
`Eleven - Don't judge people by their relatives.
`Twelve - Talk slowly but think quickly.
`Thirteen - When someone asks you question that you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "why do you want to know?"
`Fourteen - Remember that great love and great achivements involve great risk.
`Fifteen - Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
`Sixteen - When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
`Seventeen - Remember the three R's:
Respect for self.
Respect for others.
Responsibilities for all your actions.
`Eighteen - Don't let a little dispute injur a great friendship.
`Nineteen - When you realized you've made a mistake, take immediate stept to correct it.
`Twenty - Smile when picking up the phone, the caller will hear it in your voice.
`Twenty one - spend some time alone.

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Title: the hardest thing .
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 || 9:05 PM

and that's Anthea Chow and her dad.
I guess I should upload GuangZhou's photos to facebook :)
Should I? I looked so weird.

"I'm fat, mom."
"Don't crap here, A 3o-something kg person very fat arr?"
"...I saw a picture on facebook and I really looked fat :("
"Your face big only ma"
"=.="
(I know lar. I was speechless that time)
"Did you tie your hair up?"
"Yea."
Few minutes later...
"Mom, I think we should shop MPH one day..."
"Which MPH?"
"1u? Midvalley?"
"Owh! Midvalley? Tolong..."
(She pronounce tolong in a very funny way, which my brothers and I will laugh whenever she says that.)
"H-A-H-A"
(I'm irritating her.. or I should say we're irritating her?)
"Mom? I thought you liked to read books last time"
"Last time lar, now cannot lorh. I.. last time visit Yi Ma by bus always bring books one you know?"
(Yi Ma, my aunt :) )
"Owh"

"MOM!"
"..."
"When did you start wearing high heels?"
"After I started working lorh..."
"Owh.. I reamember I wore Barbie high heels in 2005, My Christmas present."
"I remember that's half price.."
"I'm proud!"

"MOM! important!"
"what?"
(guess who called her this time? Birthday Boy JULIAN CHEE)
"I need... ... ... wait this is really important, but what's that? BERNICE, Why you interrupt me?"
"..."
"Oh... I need this...& that"
"Huh? What's that? ... Owh!"

"Mom!!" (He's calling her again) "this is really important."

HAHA! The whole night! We were interrupting her the whole night. Damn FUN weih.
LOL. not purposely one. Now I only realised I'm so talkative at home :O
Lee Jing Wei & Ng Siew Chin said: I hope you are still coughing like mad - no voice.
"wtheck =.="

Ng Siew Chin, remember that..
Shhhh... :)
Should I invite TYS to my blog? I might invite him you know? I might force him to read my blog. HAHA! Good girl right? :|

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

-Titanic ` My heart will go on.

Let's see. Imagine you are watching it!
Leonardo Dicaprio. Aww! I love him!

Jack: Do you love him?
Rose: Pardon me?
Jack: Do you love him?
Rose: Well, you're being very rude. You shouldn't be asking me this.
Jack: Well, it's a simple question. Do you love the guy or not?
Rose: This is not a suitable conversation.
Jack: Why can't you just answer the question?
Rose: This is absurd. I don't know you and you don't know me and we are not having this conversation at all. You are rude and uncouth, and presumptuous, and I am leaving now.
[starts shaking Jack's hand]
Rose: Jack... Mister Dawson, it's been a pleasure. I've sought you out to thank you, and now I have thanked you.
Jack: And even insulted me.
Rose: Well, you deserved it.
Jack: Right.
Rose: Right.
Jack: [Rose is still shaking his hand] I thought you were leaving.
Rose: [turns to leave] I am. You are so annoying.
Jack: Ha, ha.
Rose: [turns back to Jack] Wait, I don't have to leave, this is my part of the ship. You leave.
Jack: Oh ho, ho, well well well, now who's being rude?

Funniest part, anyway :)



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Title: Muacks .
Monday, April 12, 2010 || 10:45 PM

"Don't make me feel sorry please...
I'm sicked of being sorry to humans :("

Can you like... talk to your sister?
ERICA YEOH!
The next place you visit me will be at Tanjung Rambutan.
My heart just can't leave that problem alone.
I know I'm busybody.. But why don't you talk to your sister? Is that very hard?
She talked to you, WHY YOU DELETED IT?
Now, you think you are the right one? YOU ARE WRONG!
Don't piss me off I tell you.
Just because both of you are my cousins.
No matter how hard I tried. I failed. You made me think I'm the wrong one.
I hope you see this, ERICA YEOH!
Nah, I'm gonna invite you, Erica. I hope you can change your way to be a sister.

Julian Chee's gonna be 18.
How cool is that!! 14th of April is coming.
So, I think I'm gonna make a birthday card for you!
I'm a good sister I know :P

Haih... Oops! What's you email, Erica? Grr!
Pn. Julie lectured. Normal.
So many humans kena D3 already.
One digantung =.=
Heard from Pn. Aida. that guy stole something.
Who's that guy? Wondering.

Gaga oh lala! Kyleen, Kantoi. I'm listening to it :)

Jo Ann, your dad didn't come wor :(
I can't be a shy kid liao :|

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Title: Titanic .
Sunday, April 11, 2010 || 1:37 AM

"Don't get angry if I did something wrong, sorry.
Forgive me? :'("


:| I'm still coughing.

How loser am I?
I'm watching Titanic, guys!
I'm watching!, now.
But, I love my blog until I pause halfway for blogging!
Oh my gawd :O
Yea, I'm that loser. LOSER! :(
Jo Ann's giving me a friendship necklace.
& I don't know what to give her :|
I'm sorry Jo Ann! You should tell me earlier, so that I can prepare gift for you :{

Ip Man 2 trailer is driving me excited.
Wtheck! Can't wait larr..
Go watch the trailer please!

Oh ya, my brother's movie - Fist of Dragon.
I think it will be out at October.
M-a-y-b-e.

Continue my Titanic.
Imma loser la I know =(

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Title: down, down, down .
Friday, April 2, 2010 || 11:46 PM

`By Bernice! :)
"Life definition... do you ever think about that?
If no, view that picture I posted.
Hmm... stairs!
So, life's like stairs, ups and downs; wont be perfect all the time.
Moral value: Appreciate life! :)"

Whatever. Anyway, tomorrow PBSM meeting, tuition.
The day after tomorrow Suet Mun's party! :) Hooray!!!
Internet pissed me off, playing game half way go and DC.
No mood already lar! Now still come and piss me.
FINE! I don't want to play liao :(
Who'll come and comfort me?
I ate cake liao, should be very happy de :|

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Title: you are my only .
Thursday, April 1, 2010 || 9:45 PM

`by Bernice Chee :P
"same location ; different time"
What crap am I talking? Err..? No, I don't care.


At school, I was so hyper; At home, sad sadly sadness.
Just don't care about the crap I just said. :)
I'm super-duper sad today.
'Cause of my brothers!
I told them about my school today...
April Fool ma, he got fooled by me he beh song then zat me. =.=
I told him(2nd brother) my friend-Qi Jun sprained just now.
I went to find PBSM seniors and helped her.

Then this happened that time
-After I found them, (Mun Nee & Hui Mun beside them I think is Joshua? err, maybe.)
Mun Nee thought it was April Fool, 'cause my friend didn't say anything to her, she shy kid, I don't blame her :P
I didn't think that much that I went to find them.
So, I was so shocked and I quickly asked my friend was she playing or what.
She said no.
Phew!
Then Mun Nee started to ask my friend: your leg...........
cramp or sprain? who knows? They know, not me.
Conclusion: sprained.
Then...
Back to here!! HEY! okay.
My bro damn...
He said: Leg sprained then you go call PBSM? Next time my leg sprained you call ambulance lar!
I was like ... "People leg sprained you still laugh at people. Don't so bad la!!"
I walked away. few minutes later walked back to my original place.
My another brother keep repeating what I said then act me said: HMPH(that walked away pose) I didn't do that.
Damn! See, I'm not going to continue 'cause it would really make me cry another time.
I said I cried not really cry. as in - a tear dropped only, but sometimes cry is a release. now my heart's crying, it's quite pain you know, 'cause I don't want to look weird, I'm in the living room, I can't cry :(

I'm serious, I don't really like people insult me including something special to me.
Special means: You know I take medicine everyday, ROUTINE? yeah. so, I respect the doctors, nurses, they... saved my life? I don't know what I am going to be if I didn't take medicine.
Err, so thanks to my dad, he's the one who always brings me to the hospital to take blood tests and pays. THANK YOU! :P

Anyway, I think they are just taking it as a joke. whatever. I just don't want to think that anymore.

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