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Title: to love, is to be loved.
Sunday, January 19, 2014 || 9:39 PM
I think I forgot to mention that Pastor Chris has become Deputy Senior Pastor right? :D So I was trying to tell my brother that this afternoon and he couldn't understand me 'cause I pronounced deputy wrongly ahahaha!!
#OhMyEnglish I always thought it's pronounced at dee-pew-tee but nope, it's actually deh-puh-tee. D: I think I was laughing more than my brother did after that.
Anyways, a new update on the job Fiona offered me yesterday.
The parent called me and told me that she could pay for my taxi fare, back and fro. I was kinda excited and told my mom about it but at the same time worried about how unsafe to be hailing a taxi and being in the taxi with the taxi driver ALONE. I guess I just can't express my gratitude towards God enough 'cause as soon as my brother told me to reject the job and take up the Kumon job instead, and for a few minutes before she sent me a message, I was kinda worried about how I should reject the job.
Guess what?
She told me she discussed with her husband and they suggested to pick me up at Bangsar LRT station and are also willing to send me back to LRT station after school. And I'm assuming that they are really rich 'cause they are willing to pay me at a quite reasonable amount for a half day job. and 'cause I'm only required to work during weekdays (school days), I was utterly shocked by the grace of God. I wasn't preparing for anything like that, honestly. She even offered me a trial period and agreed on letting me to take leave for driving test! Brother said there may be a catch because she's offering good hot stuff there.
Although the reason why the child needs a personal assistant is because he has Dyspraxia, let's just pray and hope that he's as loving as how his mom described him as. Even if he is not, I hope I will keep myself reminded that it is all in God's plan that I should be showing my unconditional love towards him, a love that God has shown us by sending His Son to us, to die for our sins, when we don't deserve it at all.
As Pastor Chris said, let's pray that God will make us a stronger person instead of praying for an easy life. Sufferings are always good to shape us to be an even stronger person.
This is actually a reminder post for me to remind myself that no matter what Rayhenn will do (that boy's name is Rayhenn!), I will still love him or at least demonstrate how Christ has loved me. It is not gonna be easy, I hope when I throw tension on twitter someone will just lead me back to what I've said(or rather, what God has said), to love.
There's a saying that you can only love when you have experienced true love, and God is God of Love, and He Himself is Love.
Let's not forget to love one another as ourselves! (:
Labels: Reminder, Testimony
Title: New Year Resolutions 2014
Sunday, January 12, 2014 || 5:56 PM
It feels odd not having New Year Resolutions. I think I should at least write them down because I've been wasting my life away for the past 11 days.
- Walk closer to Christ, grow deeper in Christ, spend more time with Christ.
Basically to read His words everyday, and to start journaling because it's really important to be rooted in this faith. Pastor Alex was highlighting Mark 4:5 yesterday during the first meeting in the Space.
Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow.
which was later explained in Mark 4:16,17 by Jesus.
Others, like seed sown on rocky places, hear the word and at once receive it with joy. But since they have no root, they last only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, they quickly fall away.
- Read more, improve my language skills especially English.
It's funny 'cause I was so desperate to read before my Chinese paper ended, but 'til now I haven't started reading ANY book.

Whether I'm in Form 6, it's my future I'm handling with.
- Learn to surrender everything.
Anything and everything worrisome to Christ alone. Whether there are storms in life or obstacles, be still and know He is God.
Everyday after becoming a believer has become greater and I hope to share this joy I have within me to the people I love. The reality that Christ only amazes me more each day, the joy of having a hope, it's like walking to the light instead of darkness.
The power of prayers can only be experienced personally. Not only to pray more but to pray everyday.
Earn money to pay my parents back, for Sabah, for driving.
They are the ones who were there and will be there. Whether CG friends or high school friends. Stay connected!
From my maid. Since I was telling my mom how my future husband will suffer because his wife doesn't know how to cook. So, future husband please appreciate me 'cause I'm learning this for you! I'm like imagining a question mark in my head because I don't know who I'm gonna marry. That's God's plan for me and I trust that he will be a good guy who will love me forever and ever and also loves God, of course!
It's not too bad if I learn to cook at least 2 types of soup and a few dishes! :D
I'm still stuck in making a decision whether to continue studying science or just jump to arts.
- Get my driving license.*

All * should be done before my Pre-U starts. Will be added if I think of something else hehe!
Labels: Reminder