bernicecheee. Name♔ Bernice Chee Wai Yee Nickname♔ Ber Age♔ Eighteen(2014) Birthday♔ 13th of September Height♔ Too short to be revealed Weight♔ Around 40kg. Nationalist♔ Malaysian Race♔ Chinese Religion♔ A follower of Christ & a child of God :)
Anyeongggg.
God loves you and He created the beautiful you and the jaw dropping universe. You are beautiful and unique in your own way so don't you doubt that. :D
"Are not five sparrows sold for two cents? Yet not one of them is forgotten before God."Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. - Luke 12:6-7
Okay hi, happy valentine's day. Or happy birthday. Or happy -insert your day- day. Do you prefer happy BarneyStinson day instead? I'm really random, but YOU, just continue reading.
I haven't been updating my blog lately, because, of course I've been -the opposite of expensive- (guess the word), not that I'm cheap, but you get what I mean. YOU GET IT, RIGHT? Ok, actually I'm just here to tell you that, I get frustrated easily nowadays, I've no idea why. I just think that, it's time to.. not to be not frustrated. Just kidding, but I'm just not as.. good as you think I am. Not as, friendly.
I'm so tired of everything, in this world. But I know God is always giving me exams, everyday. On patience, on anything. I feel guilty, really, to not going to church, for so many weeks already. I miss going to church, in fact, I want to if I aren't that busy nowadays. I'm really really really busy. I've tuitions almost EVERYDAY, except weekends. I've activities in school almost EVERYDAY too. I'm just sick of responsibilities, sometimes I wish I were just normal member, but now that experiences are more important than my life, I'm willing to sacrifice, but in the meantime, everyone around me has to sacrifice with me too. I'm such a.. okay, unorganised person. I don't even have time to blog now. I spend most of my free time to rest because that's how tired I am nowadays. Sleeping can't even help me to get back to my old self. I really wish I'm good at time management, then I don't have to do last minute work. I'm a Malaysian, what to do?
And another thing, the only reason I'm stressed? (or I think there's more) It's when people around me are being so stressed out. I don't get it, when you're all stressed out, you're also making other people to be as stressed as you. Which also makes me being frustrated all the time. You know what, I tried to not to be moody these days, not to be frustrated. Who knows how I feel lah? Yes, God. But having all my not-close friends around. What's the point of living in this world man?
Everyday, trying to be like a fool. Finding someone to talk to. Who knows what's lonely means anymore? Only me I guess? I don't have a sister. I think all I have is God now. My friends, when I talk to them, its either being ignored or they're being stressed out. I don't feel the happiness around me, I don't feel the happiness in me. I don't have anyone to talk to, either.
Well I can always talk to God. I can.. but I really need someone, who's in human form of God. (You may say its Jesus) Sigh. Who will it be, I shall see. I believe God will send me an angel, soon.
My life is filled with sad pasts. Of course there's happiness, but who forgets the sad ones?
Okay what an emotional post again. Make it lively, I shall!
Oh wait, and again, to be honest, I don't feel good when people insult ZE awesome worship songs, it's so nice how can you not love it. :)
I shall pray for the people who don't like it then! :P
I shall pray that I won't have hot tampered. I know I'll be like ultimately annoying when I'm being angry. All the sarcasms HAHAHA, I bet no one will like me if I continue being angry all the time, anymore.
Indeed, Jesus you're the centre, everything revolves around you! ♥
Jesus is the most high, He's the awesomest.
Well what should I do now. Okay I shall end it with happy memories or testimony right?
Hmm, well, I went shopping like last month. Finally an outing with mom. YAY? HAHAHA.
I forgot what this place is called but this place has a lot of cheapo shops. AND YES, it's almost like ZE China town. :D You know it's ridiculous how this place sells clothes that are cheaper than Pasar Malam one?.. I'm not sure about the quality, but it SHOULD be good, depends on which shop you choose to buy? :O
A very nice pair of shoes, only RM20! But it's kinda small for me, I'm gonna wear it anyway! It's so pretty, I like it. :)
GUESS GUESS GUESS! GUESS WHAT I DRANK. :P
TADA! Aloe Vera is 100 times better than Bubble Tea. :D
How I spent my Valentine's day?
I spent with these two cute guys. :P You jeslous??
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