"look back & learn"

Title: baby, dont worry .

Wednesday, March 31, 2010 || 10:25 PM

by Bernice Chee again.
Hehe! location in China, again! :)
oops, that girl's naked =.=

yay, you finally online and tell me you've moved!
I really miss you!
:)
Okay, whatever, continue!
Hmm...
Cik Ser Wan Yin,
I still respect you, at least I added a Cik!
HAHA, I have a good mood to sing you :)
I heard you didn't wear _ _ _ wor, really arr?
(aww, i'm so bad) =(
Today you didn't know the situation, you came and scolded me then you complained to my teacher.
'cause my class split into 2 lines. okay, 1 line walk down there 1 line walk pejabat there to go science laboratory. okay, pejabat that line was my monitor's line, which is she asked my line to go 1st. 'cause she wanted to close the grille, (some of her friends stay there with her and waited her) so the actual line was my line. that's why we splited to 2 lines. that stupid teacher scolded me but she didn't know what's going on! then she go science lab to complain, blablabla! then we kena scolded by our class teacher, of course! I felt so sorry to my teacher :x damn hate the teacher now !!
damn it!!

It's not my fault right?!!?
Who agrees with me?
Just stand in my position and view the world outside there.
See who's right.

Cik Shaiha, sorry, you had to receive so many complains just because our 'dear' noisy edwin. and that stupid chau kia yong heng - say my name not nice la? you better watch out.
I feel like saying sorry to cik shaiha but thanks to siew chin, scared to say sorry. :x
good luck for tomorrow photography day for KRS, PBSM, Rumah and Clubs. :)

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: gg.com .

Monday, March 29, 2010 || 9:05 PM

I don't get it, why whole world wanna ponteng.
Is ponteng fun? YES? YES? NOOO!
okay, whatever! I don't care.

OMG! tomorrow no transport home.
I'm gonna stay back in school until the school ends.
I think I will stay in the library :) BEST PLACE!
GOT air-con ma :)
What should I do?
READ the book! Kyleen lend me a book.
How I wish I could read finish the book Kira-Kira.
But, I returned it to Elsa!

Today, I felt so guilty for Siew Chin.
I'm sorry, I didn't know you would be soooo angry!
S-O-R-R-Y-!!

Wei Xuan - yao yi hei! He doesn't want to betray us. I thought he was a bad guy, really really bad guy. oops, blame my eyes. But he's seriously a flirter what! HEHE. shhh! Btw, I still love my
gorgeous eyes!

SORRY Siew Chin!

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: U R WEIRD, Bernice .

Wednesday, March 24, 2010 || 10:23 PM

-GuangZhou :)
`taken by Bernice Chee.
~you know lar, Bernice Chee is the forever artistic one :P
J-E-A-L-O-U-S arr? :)

I tell you this is the last time I trust you.
and sorry, I'm not purposely go cheong sui you one :(
Hope you really remember what you said!
Time passed, people changed, but why didn't you?!
So, now. Bye.

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: joyful and happiness .

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 || 11:08 AM

how lucky am i?

dropped down onto the muddy field :D.

so, yeah!

I just realized this world is full of caring; happiness if you try to believe people around you.

Although it's quite pain, but i'm touched, my friends-pei shan, pei ru, sin ting, li xin...

they straight away come to me, they helped me, tried to cheer me up..

omg! sin ting, that's not your fault, that's really my own fault larr.

so, what i'd learn today was:" if you choose to believe, everything would be perfect!"

what are you doing now?

THE END! :P

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: ;I believe .

|| 12:13 AM

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; They just make the most of everything they have.

A Birth Certificate shows that we were born
A Death Certificate shows that we died
Pictures show that we lived!
Have a seat . Relax . . .
And read this slowly.
I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do love each other.
I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
We understand that friends change.
I Believe....
That no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
That will give you heartache for life.
I Believe....
That it's taking me a long time
To become the person I want to be.
I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
Loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I Believe....
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I Believe....
That we are responsible for what
We do, no matter how we feel.
I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs
to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I Believe....
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down
will be the ones to help you get back up.
I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
And what you've learned from them and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.
I Believe....
That it isn't always enough,
to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I Believe....
That our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
But, we are responsible for who we become.
I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
Out a secret. It could change your life Forever.
I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same
Thing and see something totally different.
I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
Hours by people who don't even know you.
I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give,
When a friend cries out to you -
you will find the strength to help.
I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon.

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: worst day ever .

Saturday, March 20, 2010 || 2:40 PM

"I guess this is the 3rd time I lost a friend.
Can you tell me why you'd changed?"
~Bernice

This time, I'm quite innocent.
So, yesterday an unknown guy called me.
He asked me do I know xXx.
I said, yeah, I know.
He said I bullied xXx by using the word: L-A-M-E.
Okay, I can say, this unknown guy really doesn't know me at all.
I used the word L-A-M-E all the time.
Now, as my reader, do you think the word L-A-M-E can bully ppl?
If you know me enough, you'll for sure know I always say: you lamer weih.
True?
Okay, I hung up the phone.
So, I asked that unknown: who are you...
he said: monday solve this in backfield.
=.= I don't know who are you, I wont go!
so, today,
the xXx sms-ed me: How I wish I can see how you kena bully by that gangsters there.
I was so angry so I said: don't talk to me. byebye. forever.
xXx replied: don't cry. you can tell this to the whole school. bye bye.
OMG!! you know I was damn sad just now.
I can't believe my friend talk like this to me...
xXx in my mind was a good guy.
when I said I'm stupid he said everyone in this world is smart. I believe you are not stupid. right?
I thought this guy was a really really good friend.
then today, I'm wondering what makes xXx change.
I hope this was just a nightmare, but why these happen to me?
Am I suppose to lose a friend every month?!?!
WHY WHY WHY?
I hope you are not the xXx.
I hope that was a lie.
WTH is going on, I don't know.
I'm gonna say sorry if I did anything wrong.
But, you are WEIRD!
you weirdo.

I'm happy because I forgave my friends.
But, you, you are weird, I guess I wont forgive you so easily.
CAUSE YOU WEIRDO!
!!!
oh ya. this is the 3rd experience. but the 1st 2 friends I lost are COOL.
at least they are still my friends now. :D

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: like a newbie weih .

Monday, March 15, 2010 || 12:44 PM

"Should i?
But I don't think I should."
~Bernice.

Okay, I'm back from camp for blogging.
Of course it's fun!
But I had stomach ache all day long after that.
And at least PBSM people saved me.
Thanks Chong Kar Ming,
for the antibiotic and the water,
and the so called like MILO.
Oveltine? i don't know how to spell :D
and Yin Chuan,
such a good first aider..
haha!
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After the camp,
Ate lunch with my dad, my brothers-Julian Chee and Jeremy Chee, Freddy the romeo and Nicholas the forever sick one.
Okay, told them our memories at Penang.
The JOKE from Julian Chee.
Then we 4 did the blushing/shy face to JULIAN CHEE.
haha! damn funny!
Yee Mee for my lunch..
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'i don't care you cry or what, i just don't want you two to be like that, pls, fighting with you is not my hobby. tell you this kind of thing, force you to do this is also not my hobby, it's part of my job,
don't change topic
if you don't talk to your sister don't talk to me
it's almost 1 year
you must know that.
what is FAMILY you should know better than me
you are older than me
okay, conclusion: don't talk to me until you talk to your sis:erica yeoh.
bye'
I'm just too rude or I hurt you, sorry Edwina.
but still the same,
Talk to me after you talk to your sister.
This is for Erica yeoh too.
Just try it, time can make these things alright.

that's why I said,
"I don't do what I've promised".
And should I do it, that... made me so stress yesterday.
I keep thinking...
SHOULD I?!
I don't know what to do la.
Why everytime I face these I'll be alone?!?
No one will help me.
And I know why I'm alone... Cause I don't tell them what happens.
Maybe I'm just too lazy...
Or I'd rather keep it in my heart..

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: world with lies .

Thursday, March 4, 2010 || 11:16 PM

"I don't do what I've promised to do.
It's the worst thing I've ever realised."
~Bernice.

In my past few posts, I told you what I felt, right? I said I'm gonna apologize to xXx... but at last I didn't. HAHA!! laughed at myself... I'm really a loser. :( but, way to cheer up myself, "Antonio, you are the loser." hahahahha! Just can't believe I wrote his name here! muahahaha!~
But still.... the main point is...
I can't judge this world to be-world full with lies.
not flies, guys!

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: Need You Now .

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 || 9:12 PM

"really need you now,
where are you?"
~Bernice.

Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now. Said I wouldn't come, but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Exam month-March!

19 of March-Felicia's birthday party.

12,13,14 March-not going for camp!

EU! laughing gor :D

OK, heard from jing wei.

A lizard jumped onto her head.

If I were jing wei,

I would scream like mad,

which is i think it's SO normal.

reading 'moon city'.

get it?

wish to read the next one.

'sun city'.

woahhhhh!

nice stories.....

I'm thinking of my birthday now,

it's too early though.

thinking who to invite.

i will think so EARLY for this but not PMR :D

that's me.

addicted to need you now. try listening to it, you will definitely LOVE it! :D

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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