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Wouldn't be blogging much because I have 8am class tomorrow, and it's now 1:35am. I know.

But it was a day to remember - 4/6/2014. Not that I got into a relationship or anything like that. Not that I ate the world's most delicious food. But it's that I'd finally revealed the deepest secret of myself to someone! Actually, they aren't the only people that I told but it's my first time telling and actually cried like nobody's business. Completely transparent. It felt great to just spill everything and then later be prayed for. God has never failed to leave me amazed.

I'm as if an onion that is slowly being peeled off layer by layer, for good.

I believe that things will change if I just plead Him. He knows my heart, He knows my brokenness. It feels AMAZING to have a heavenly Father who NEVER fails.


I have never felt this good to finally reveal my problems.


Anyways, there's another amazing thing that happened today. My math lecturer, actually trusted me that I don't smoke ahaha, but honestly that's not the point. He took his father for medical check up today. We had lunch with him after math class. He told us how his father was a smoker last time. He then asked around (among classmates) who smokes. Then we were smiling at the people who smoke. hahaa. I like how he didn't confiscate cigarettes in a harsh way but he confiscated it gracefully lol. I'm not even kidding. My friend actually gave in willingly. I like how he doesn't scream but still is respected. Like Pn Tang, but a guy version.

Like whoa.

Ok that's all. goodnight. I'm too sleepy to blog about anything else + my eyes are so swollen I need to get some sleep. :P