"Are not five sparrows sold for two cents? Yet not one of them is forgotten before God."Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. - Luke 12:6-7
I don't know why I didn't cry as much as I expected to. I'm not sure if this is normal. Maybe it's the assurance that she's with the Lord now, Or I don't know. I only teared to the first condolence I received. And I wasn't so sure what to reply except to genuinely feel thankful to all of you who have been praying for my cousin sister.
Or maybe it's the fact that I don't even have tears anymore?
I don't know if it's the peace the Spirit gave me or.. It's really just my own problem.