"Annie kuku say Natasha in very critical condition. Dr say her blood pressure very low. Not good news."

When this was told, I didn't know what else to feel but sad. Never have I thought my 20 year old cousin sister would get into an accident. Although we've never really spent much time together as cousins, and she's so quiet and shy that I admit it's a little bit hard for people to get close to her, and even talk to her.. I even nearly said something that would hurt her so much when I was young but thank God I didn't.

I do remember the times all the relatives would gather on Christmas day in her house, which was still in Cheras until her dad left the family. Cousins would get together to unwrap Christmas presents, we were so innocent back then. But she was still the quiet one at the corner.

Every Chinese New Year ever since thy moved to Penang I would go to her house and talk to her about random things and have our usual awkward conversations. She was always in her room, either studying or reading. She's that smart girl that we all always strive to be. She made her family proud despite the fact that she's adopted.

I would see her when dinner was served. Sometimes she would quietly have her meal and no one would notice she's there.

I hope she's alright although doctor said there's no hope. I hope you who are reading would spend a little time to pray for her. Hope is found in Jesus alone. I hope her pain will be lessen and things will happen according to God's will. Whether God will take her back to Him or not, I hope she stays. I know my God saves because what wouldn't He do when He did not even spare His Son but allowed Jesus to die for us? He would give us all things. God said, "Ask and you'll receive, knock and the door will be opened." though that applies to wisdom, I pray that I will have wisdom to pray for her.

God saved Lazarus and said if we believe in Him, He'll perform miracles. In Jesus name I pray and trust, Amen.

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