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Yellow peepo, my dream was poopie this morning, by poopie I really mean that it has got a scene about some unknown guy accidentally pooped in his pants and I have yet to find out who, and as stupid as that may sound, I did a dumbest thing in my dream —I decided to smell it, but what makes me smarter is that I didn't do a close up smell of course, but it was the smelliest poop ever. Err.

I know you're disgusted, but bear with me.

I've now decided to put emoticons to make my blog a little big more colourful. HAHHAA. So hello! I like this penguin, so QQ, and because its name is actually QQ.  *it's laughing if it's too tiny for you to see*
Anyway, I've said on Twitter that I will not touch for 33 days and it includes  and , it's a huge impossible for me but I'm gonna do it for myself, I'm gonna do it for God so that He can grant me determination to study. I know by praying to have strength and determination without doing anything to overcome and avoid all the distractions is what's happening to me. I really need to get rid myself from all the social network except  and  of course, but I really hope I won't be tempted of course. I felt at peace but another part of me actually was sadden because 33 days of fasting is actually until 15th of September. Now that it's that way, only true friends will wish me through whatsapp and text messages. *let us all experience life without Facebook and Twitter again*

Unfortunately I started this one week late. This fasting is actually done every year by many Christians in Malaysia for many years already. It's called the "NECF Malaysia 40-Day Fast and Prayer". It scares my mom a little bit when her colleague told her that she's fasting 40 days. 40 days without food (but water is allowed of course) - I seriously am impressed by their faith.

I know that Muslims and Christians aren't that different because their Quran and our Holy Bible have something in common, like if I'm not mistaken, the Old Testament, and we truly believe that there's only one God, a mighty God who can do all things. Muslims do believe in the existence of Jesus Christ but they don't believe that He was the Messiah sent by God to purify our sins. Then I don't know what on Earth happened back then, there was this prophet who apparently, appeared and *well you've learned all from Sejarah Text Book already*.. I felt it was a little bit unfair for us Malaysians to study what the other religion believes about, I mean, for religions like Buddhist, Hindu, even Christians.. why on Earth do they needa be blended in too right? If they are interested then they will find out more about it themselves, no? Okay I may have sounded rude, but I just don't understand, and I wasn't mocking any religion, I hope I didn't. So forgive me for if I've offended you in any way.

Anyway, back to fasting! I felt like all these social networks especially Facebook, Instagram and Twitter which is updated every second by the people you add/follow can really kill you slowly from the inside out, like it takes time to kill you. Every time you log in, you will take like 10 minutes and you do that every half and hour so it practically takes 3/4 of your day to check the updates, but don't worry peepo, I'm still gonna update my blog because this only takes 2 hours a day (and that's if I feel like updating it) which worths the universe. Now I can convince myself that I've fully spent my entertainment time and should get back to studies the rest of the day. Which reminded me, what I cannot deny is that Guitar and Keyboard are big big distractions too. The good thing about playing a guitar is that your fingers will get sore and that's it for the day. Keyboard, on the other end, 'cause I really suck at it so I give up easily. :3

Matthew 6:16-18 ESV -And when you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites, for they disfigure their faces that their fasting may be seen by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face, that your fasting may not be seen by others but by your Father who is in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you.

-literally contradicting myself 'cause I kinda told the whole world through Twitter already. D: and that verse sounds more like fasting food though...

Let's do this!