bernicecheee. Name♔ Bernice Chee Wai Yee Nickname♔ Ber Age♔ Eighteen(2014) Birthday♔ 13th of September Height♔ Too short to be revealed Weight♔ Around 40kg. Nationalist♔ Malaysian Race♔ Chinese Religion♔ A follower of Christ & a child of God :)
Anyeongggg.
God loves you and He created the beautiful you and the jaw dropping universe. You are beautiful and unique in your own way so don't you doubt that. :D
"Are not five sparrows sold for two cents? Yet not one of them is forgotten before God."Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. - Luke 12:6-7
For the betterment of Blogger.com.
BAHAHAHA. Yea people, I'm still the self-praise, self-obsessed me you've always known. I won't change because it's for the betterment of my community and my country. (Y)
Anyway, I guess I just KNOW that you guys have missed me, that's why I'm blogging now.
I've been BUSY lately I think.
Let's recall what I've done in this 1 month of not-blogging. (I've never ditched my blog okay, it's just that I don't update, I still do visit - self-obsessed proof.)
So after that singing, I guess, on the 21st of February, I got a few messages saying that I've a good voice. (but there are so many people out there who have unbelievable nice voice.) Examples?
Can't think of one now. Adele, I guess.
22nd? Tuition day, meh. My Fridays are always meh, so let's just not talk about it. 23rd, I think I did go to church and I forgot what happened there but ANYWAY sigh, let's just not talk about what I've done day by day it's getting boring.
Let me talk about some major changes or events that have happened. Like:-
1) Well, the CG.
We've merged with the other CG (which has all the famous extroverts there), I heard it was awkward. The introverts are all in my CG but I really hope I will get to know the good sides of them, 'cause from what I've seen, they are those super typical girls whom, often complain how fat they are and how they should start dieting, have boyfriends etc. But that's just how I looked from the side, so I can't really judge them by how they look and act like outside.
Yea, you just shouldn't judge a person from how they look.
Actually I didn't really think Sarah meant it in a harsh way, but I guess she just thought she was closer to us so she believed that we can be more friendly within a short period.
Still, I always think I shouldn't judge a situation if I've never experienced it. So I'm a kinda dilemma person. :/ Always complain but feels bad after that.
And I really didn't think Sarah meant it in a different way, as what Kyleen has said. I mean I really hope Valerie wouldn't be drifted away just because of what she said to her but would realise that how Sarah really puts her trust in us to help her through.
I guess all I can conclude from all these events that have taken place is that.. I really do sympathise leaders, especially when they are so stressed out about what they are doing. BECAUSE I have experienced being a bad leader. I'm always a bad leader so when I'm a committee, I will try my best to lessen the burden of my leader. Is that something good? I think LLC was a good experience, it taught me so, so much.
a. I knew that I shouldn't be the one who takes charge but give advice. There shouldn't be so many leaders at once because instructions given by so many people will be messed up.
b. I knew teamwork is really important so I would contribute ALL ideas I have even though they may not be accepted, but I will be happy too, if I've contributed.
c. I knew the support from your team members/ committees is really really important so I will try my best to support the person in charge.
d. Every bad experience will make you grow in any way.
Thank God for LLC. I guess joining Leo is one of God's plans for me. I've learned so much from every club I've joined, of course it's not only Leo, but it's played a major part in my life.
I've met a thousand of (kidding) people, and they are mostly all so friendly.
Jeremiah 29:11-13 I alone know the plans I have for you, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you hope for. Then you will call to me. You will come and pray to me, and I will answer you. You will seek me, and you will find me because you will seek me with all your heart (GNB)
2) Hmm, the planning of the camp.
I've said so much for the first point so now I've -kinda- nothing to talk about.
But yea, I guess the plannings are always better than the events that are gonna happen. It was good, everyone contributed and I felt that the bond of the team was getting stronger. Now, KRS is a part of my life and I want to be bonded with each one of them so badly, as in, I wanna get to know them personally (not in a bad way). Okay I'm just weird so may you just ignore that part. What I really meant was, the bond in a team is so much more important than what we think and outweighs every other factor to make a team, a team. LOL. Whatever, just skip it if you are in a blur state now 'cause I don't know what I was talking about too. YAY wind five. *too late*
It was not bad.
3) On the real day.
I was nervous the day before BUT I STILL COULD SLEEP.
Anyway, I thought I had so much to complain but I think I will feel bad doing so.
First day - Well I was quite angry at everything that took place I think. Weird me, but I was quite stressed out because I didn't have any preparation to face the teachers especially Miss Anne. She was really fussy (though soon after that I realised her advices were SOME for our own good, because she's experienced them), still, it was a bad day for me. I really wanted to go home. + the sad part is that I didn't have the chance to be out of the kitchen except when sleeping and settling 3 groups of Fortune Teller.
The Second day- as usual, nags by Miss Anne. But I think the best part was the Fashion show♥♥. but MK was kinda odd 'cause there wasn't any teacher watching. There was almost zero interaction with the teachers, which what I thought was the worst part. I mean I was the one who witnessed all the hard work teachers have contributed for us. :( I hope teachers had fun among themselves.
Third day - I was washing almost all the plates and WHATEVER THAT CAN BE SEEN THERE. Even the sink. I was honestly VERY VERY pissed at the Kebersihan department, yea I was. I'm sorry but I just was. Handling food was already a disaster then my job was added to assign people to throw rubbish, I had to wash plates and all the utensils all by myself (actually with Siew Yoong, glad to have her, my complain partner ♥♥.) on the first day itself. And honestly was quite pissed that those AJKs would just walk pass us saying "hi" or "have fun washing chicken" when we were so tired doing so. I mean HONEST HONESTLY that just didn't sound very cheerful at all.
I've kept that for too long I just thought I should release them out, but after everything I thought it was worth it. I mean, the camp was okay and those were all my jobs (actually not really I just like to take things to myself 'cause I can't just let those dirty stuff be left aside and not care about them) then I thought also that, maybe it's not entirely the Kebersihan's department fault since she didn't know anything about the kitchen at all when she was also handling a lot of posts out there. I could have been more tolerate. Sometimes I just hate myself complaining so much, but I just have to let them all out. If you're offended in any way, I wont be surprised, because I know I always get angry without telling which is unfair to that person.
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Anyway I should stop complaining about other people. I'm scared to voice out because I'm not perfect or anything but I think one should really tries to do his/her best when he/she's handling something. That's one of the things I learned too.
Then BAADAABOOM. It was monthly test. I did very badly for all subjects so yea. Bye.
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