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I've always wanted a DSLR camera, although I"m not a professional nor am qualified to be even a beginner, I still wanted one. There was this period of time which I wanted the world and there was another period of time that I didn't want anything, anything at all.

Now that I may be going to Korea to further my studies (just kidding, it's for holidays), I want one. I told my mom but she doesn't really agree, I guess? What if I say I would study hard for this, would she? I bet she would but the problem is I'm having a hard time trying to study. Although I've tried my best to bury my head with books (okay I'm definitely exaggerating), it didn't work.

God knows how hard I tried to study chapter 5 for Biology but ended up knowing that it's not even coming out. Still am lucky to know the truth before finish revising that chapter. I shall start Chapter 6 soon although Bio is on the last day? OKAY wait, not a good choice. I'm actually having a hard time trying to choose which science subject to start first LOL.

Haven't you heard of this verse? How can you blame God for everything that you've done? The choices that YOU have made. And the way you act, the way you think, it's not reasonable at all. So you've a loan from the government that was supposed to be FOR YOUR COLLEGE FEE but you just keep them all to yourself and want your parent(who cares about you SO much) to pay with her own hard earned money. You have 4 thousand with you and you keep it to yourself to 'save up' so that you could buy what you want. And she has to get her 1 month salary to pay for your FEES. You didn't even plan to tell, you kept it as a secret so that when you get what you want already she won't be able to do anything. You're a crappy genius!

NEH, I shouldn't be sad because of this. God will work on it, why do I need to worry so much about it that I can't even study. Probably just finding an excuse. Right, I'm going off to study! GOODBYE. :D