bernicecheee. Name♔ Bernice Chee Wai Yee Nickname♔ Ber Age♔ Eighteen(2014) Birthday♔ 13th of September Height♔ Too short to be revealed Weight♔ Around 40kg. Nationalist♔ Malaysian Race♔ Chinese Religion♔ A follower of Christ & a child of God :)
Anyeongggg.
God loves you and He created the beautiful you and the jaw dropping universe. You are beautiful and unique in your own way so don't you doubt that. :D
"Are not five sparrows sold for two cents? Yet not one of them is forgotten before God."Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. - Luke 12:6-7
I guess I should really express myself more, or to just open up myself. Maybe I just thought I had a part of myself that I don't want anyone to know about, but when time passes, I unconsciously prefer to keep everything myself. I feel better this way. Somehow it just makes me realised how God is really important in my life. If it's not him, I wouldn't be this strong to keep it all by myself. He's been a good listener, at least when I need someone, He'll always be there for me. He grants me peace, strength, something, really, that humans can't give. That's why I feel so blessed to have known about him.
Anything, everything, anytime, I would talk to Him when I need someone. I would show my weakest part whenever I confront the Lord, 'cause well, He knows it all, even if you don't tell.
You may rant, complain, get angry at His actions, but it's all in His plan and His plan is always the best for everyone of us. The amazing thing is that He will always forgive us no matter what we do but with a condition that we should repent when we know what we've done is wrong. You know how He's an amazing Father, really, He is.
I wasn't a Christian, I never thought I would be one but I'm glad that I am one. I'm glad that I've this opportunity to know the truth.
People say truths are always ugly. But why is this truth so beautiful?
Today I just found out an ugly truth which I've never expected to know it. I really didn't know what to do about it. Then I prayed. I like how going to church just makes me feel so secured and the naturally peaceful aura.. because of God's presence? It is awesome. Really, if you've a chance to even know this God, who forgives, who loves unconditionally, don't miss it. Of course everything will be in His plan, but still, having to know Him is my greatest happiness.
It might sound cliche but I really mean it. Maybe you just don't know what I've been through in life, but He has been a great guider, protector. Although I wasn't born in one really-into-kinda Christian family, cause well I've told before haven't I..? that no one among my family members really goes to church.
The ugly truth I was saying? I don't really feel like spilling everything out here, but it's about my brother. I was REALLY disappointed. It just showed how much I still cared about him. I admit I used to utter out some rough words to him because of his behavior and actions, but it was because I really cared for him. He just simply didn't get it, or still doesn't. It is so disappointing to know that how bad he has become. Maybe I shouldn't judge him by just looking at something that I am not even sure about what has happened. Maybe I shouldn't be so judgmental? But I feel like if I keep thinking this way, it would seem like I'm trying to run away from the truth. I don't know what to do about it, really.
To tell my mom, or not? It would be a big chance that he might be chased out of the house or something? I wouldn't want this to happen. My mom was already so disappointed. I guess I just shouldn't do anything that would make it worse.. :/ but what if he will get worse if I don't tell my mom about it? I feel so helpless but all I can do..? Is to seek help from the Almighty God :)
Exactly what Sarah was saying. I really appreciate her. She's such a nice person! I really admire how she's so faithful and brings happiness to people. She asked me about troubles that recently have been troubling me (cause I looked tired, I was) but I ended up telling her who I liked instead LOL. Oops. And it was after Kyleen went home AHAHHAHAHA. :D Now Ky you don't know my secrets :b
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