bernicecheee. Name♔ Bernice Chee Wai Yee Nickname♔ Ber Age♔ Eighteen(2014) Birthday♔ 13th of September Height♔ Too short to be revealed Weight♔ Around 40kg. Nationalist♔ Malaysian Race♔ Chinese Religion♔ A follower of Christ & a child of God :)
Anyeongggg.
God loves you and He created the beautiful you and the jaw dropping universe. You are beautiful and unique in your own way so don't you doubt that. :D
"Are not five sparrows sold for two cents? Yet not one of them is forgotten before God."Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. - Luke 12:6-7
I want to congratulate the new royal couple Prince William and Kate :)
Hope both of you can stay together forever and ever and ever and ever and ever :)
I want to study, but I don't want to. I feel so lazy, I want to kill myself :/ Everyone is studying now. Except me. And MOSQUITOES. CAN YOU LIKE GO AWAY. You know you're ANNOYING. I got so many mosquito bites. ):
My previous posts are emotional right. Let's cover the sad part of this blog :) Listen to Lee Hom :D
Ah ma, I feel sorry for not attending your funeral. I should've gone there. Why didn't I go? ): I think I was being selfish for thinking about my exam first. My exam is around the corner. But even if I stay home for school, I don't think I'll learn anything more 'cause last 2 days, I didn't really learn anything ): I should've just gone there without thinking D:
Uncle, I just heard from my brother that you've been coughing all the time. And that it's painful.. I couldn't hold back when I heard all the things that you're going through that you couldn't move and try to pull out the tube on your chest/neck.
God why are You doing this to them? My cousins' dad is lying in the bed. Their grandma has been lying in the bed for almost a year. And now You're actually telling me she's gone? How can You do this? I don't understand but I know everything happens for a reason. I know what You're doing Father Lord. But anyhow, I still wanna pray for ah ma, that she'll rest in peace and bless my uncle. My cousins are not that strong to take all these. Father Lord, I pray in Your name. Amen.
I thought I was going to have fun in camp. but, why did it just happen like that? How am I going to enjoy the camp? :/
You are not alone, I am here with you, Though you're far away, I am here to stay :)
You are not alone, I am here with you, Though you're far apart, You're always in my heart.
You are not alone :D ♥
This song reminds me of something! HAHA, something I don't wanna tell you, readers. Or else you'll say this is an emo post. And maybe after that, my blog will be all alone and dead because no one reads it :b My blog just can't continue to be so emoish. Wheeeeeee :D
I have tons of homework. Endless homework. How am I going to survive huh. Camp is on Friday! Which is 48 hours away! D: Projectsss. GAH.
I'm still nailing my karja kayu :b doing halfway then decided to blog! HEHE ♥
French braid! THANK YOU KYLEEN! AWESOME HAIR RIGHT ?? :) School replacement on Saturday was really boring. Sigh anyway we had this saloon session during English period which was the last two periods. It was really fun, because I was the model! AHAHA. After that I asked everyone in my class to give opinions on my hair. And forced them to say it's awesome. They did say it but I know it's sincere, 'cause it's really nice. :D
Do you think I look different in these two pictures? :D
WHEE! Btw, I was planning to start doing my geo project. Ugh. Distracted by the pictures in my phone!! D:
I seriously don't like people who say something I already said. I mean, repeating something I said on anywhere. Like Twitter, Facebook, Formspring. Can't I just get my own life? You have your own one! You've been doing it since the day I have Facebook. And it's really getting annoying. What I posted up, you'll say something about it, or repeat what I posted there. From twitter, facebook and what I don't get it is even from formspring. People ask me question, I answer then using my own way, and you just come and repeat after what I said. It's like, what on Earth? I seriously don't like it although some times you're really good to me, you're a good brother, but you're annoying some times. I don't know why I wrote this, it seems rude, but I'm telling the truth. 'Cause if you continue doing so, I'm gonna delete all my internet websites, like blogger (Thank God you don't read my blog!) . Trust me, I will deactivate my Facebook and Twitter account if you do that, or just delete you as friend. It really seems like I've no freedom at all. Whoever I talk to, you'll say that's my boy friend, even if it's a girl. And whatever I say, you'll repeat after me. Or whenever I take a picture, you'll comment about it in a sarcastic way. And even say I'm LOA when I say something on web. I know it's sinful to write something I don't like about you here, but I just wanna find a place to spill everything out from my heart.
I'm not a good sister who can take everything NOT seriously. I'm not a person who can take jokes like this. And it's not funny.
God, is this a mission? Or a small challenge you gave me? Why did I get angry so easily? :(
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Yo, it's raining heavily. Gotta off computer. Will on back later, hahaha :D don't worry.
Oh and. My video is going all over Facebook. And it's really embarrassing. It's like hurting everyone's ears. ):
That's so sweet of both of them. Is there any couple in this world who loves each other so much for 5 years and in these 5 years, they pray for each other every single day? :) Uhmm, I wonder. :D
And I? I used to pray for him. :P
Someone says my blog is too emo-ish. So, this is.. something to make my blog get back to.. hyper-ish? LOL. There's something I wish I could say, since so long time ago, jk. (: Well, just gonna tell you this fact that, distant relationship is really hard to.. maintain? :) Is that the right word to use? HAHA. I knew him since .. LOL almost 4 years so I'd say.. I knew him since 4 years ago. Which is since 23rd of June 2007. I know it's kinda weird. You must be wondering how the heck I remember that. But it's my dad's birthday. LOL LOL. So it was, awesome. For the first day! HAHA. At least he was hilarious. Well, he used to. And then, sigh, wonder why he changed. Or maybe he didn't, I just think he did. :D Oh ya, I mentioned distant relationship, well, it's more to friendship, or.. sibling-ship! By distant relationship I mean I didn't see him for like 2 years already. And we don't live like 2km away. We live like 12432453654767km away! I nearly saw him in February, but I really regretted that I went away after that. Seriously, I'd been with him all the time. The day he had few girlfriends at the same time, (I know this is.. -.-) the day he broke up with all of them, the day he had new girlfriend, the day he broke up, uhmm again.. then.. well, until the day he got back with his ex! HAHAHA. That's what I think lah. I'm not really sure if he got back with his ex or not. But who cares anyway, it's all puppy love. Whatapooh, I don't wanna love him anymore. See-raa-ious-ly. Look at me, I'm no longer stupid. :)
CAN I KNOW WHAT'S THE LITTLE BUG CALLED. IT & ITS FRIENDS ARE SO DAMN FREAKIN' ANNOYING. The small little tiny black bug, like fly? May I know? -_______- Oo la la! Nexttt. Well, uhmm what else? LOL yeah this. It's funny how one of my friends really supports me to be with him, but others are all like, GAH why are you so stupid. You shouldn't wait for him. And stuffs. My this friend LOL, we used to be close, 'cause we're like, the shining stars. HAHA, just joking, I think it's because we keep talking about the same particular guys. It's just funny. Maybe in life, there's just something some people can really support what you do, some other people who don't, or some people who don't even care.
KRS camp, you're coming. WHEEEE. Jk. I'm not that excited actually. I sense I'm not going to get enough sleep, like.. how, I'm doing it now! :P
Shizz you, Yew Han. That freakin' not awesome guy Yew Han wants me to sing 3 songs, just to let him agrees to go to KRS camp. It's like it's already so obvious, that, he won't go. Because of that basketball MSSD training. Annoying beeeeeeeetch, (sounds like my name huh?) :D I don't give a damn.
KRS campppppp. No, time's passing too fast -.- Tuition later, pffffffffst.
Realised I keep saying I wanna give up huh? Actually I don't think I can. I've started that feeling again. That feeling of missing someone is really not awesome. Sigh. ): Just gotta remind myself it's never going to happen. Things like that, he already made it obvious! I know I miss him, because everytime when I miss him I'll watch "I do" videos or even the whole show. Yes I'm that crazy. I don't know why, that show just remind me of him. Guess it's a way to reduce the feeling of missing him :D