You shouldn't tell me that you like me.
Please! I told you about the XXX right? (If you still remember)
I didn't talk to him for like.. I don't know how many months, but I know since after he called me and told me he really likes me.. and he's still smsing me which I don't even want to reply him!
You know, you really shouldn't hate my family members because I didn't talk to you for like, around three months. Like what you told me. I didn't talk to you because I feel sorry whenever I start sms-ing you. I'm not that kind who has complete family so I hope I can do things, at least this to let myself to have a more complete family. Whatever, I never told anyone about this. So, I'm blogging about this and tell you I'm sorry, but don't hate my family members. Please and thank you!
You are lucky, at least I talked to you after you told me that you like me. I was trying so hard to avoid the topic. So that I don't have to be like now, feeling so frustrated. Like a murderer, if I don't like you, you will continue doing what you did last time. I don't want to be a murderer. I hope everyone around me to be good. Like, not smoke and all that.
I had a friend, which was my bestie. He smokes, he's really addicted. & no one can save him from hell because he doesn't even admit that he smoke, but everyone in this world knows. I didn't talk to him or anything, I just hope that he could disappear from my life one day. & go to jail or whatever, he's really hopeless.
Smoke isn't good. Smokers are jerks. My dad's a smoker, but he isn't a jerk, 'cause he's trying so hard for me to stop. Just that, he smoked since years ago, that can be forgiven.
I don't know what but I know you'll regret for liking me.
The truth is, I'm not pretty, I'm ugly; I'm not smart, I'm stupid; I'm not normal, I'm perasan; I don't talk to you politely, I'm rude; I don't think before I say anything, I'm brainless.
I'm a bitch, the end!
So I just hope you wont hate my family members..
I thought of many things just now when I was bringing my dog out for a walk.
I know I'm weak, I cry for everything.
I just wished I could cry out loud.
I said I'm a murderer because.. You know, you said you stop smoking was because of me, I'm happy with it. Really. You have to continue stop smoking. I said I don't care that you like me because I know you wont like me for so long, I mean, not like years right? You expect me to like you back? & if I ignore you, I know you'll smoke and do everything you 'like' to do. So, I hope we can be like last time or just now, I beg you, be like before you tell you that you like me.
Don't become worse. Please please please!