"look back & learn"

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Okay. I don't really know how to communicate with this particular person. Everything that he does kinda annoys me T.T but he's been a blessing in a lot of people's lives. He is very different, he has been so. Sometimes these differences really pick our nerves but the other times they are just.. nice and laughable.

I was gonna rant because I didn't have transport to church again, SIGHH. But I guess all in all, I should be thankful instead (for technology) 'cause there is live stream YAY. So although I can't make it I can still listen to the sounds :'D but of course it would be better if I am present there myself. Life. :/

Actually I've been saying that and I don't think it's positivity. It's like I blame everything on life when bad things happen. Like I won't say "Life *yay*" when there are good things happening?? Sad life is sad to be taking the blame. HAHA.

Sigh, I guess my life can never be better if I didn't meet mah churchies. They are really there to show me a glimpse of God's love. I mean.. I'm ultra thankful for each one of them. So imagine life's good with them because they're showing 1/100000 of God's love. And imagine how unconditional God's love is (that it surpasses knowledge). I can't thank God enough that He is sovereign over all.

I need to be reminded though, that my aim is to follow Jesus Christ and it is really a question to think about : Do I want to go to Heaven because of God's presence or am I expecting a palace of gold and a place where I can get anything I want?

I was gonna rant but I've come to notice (again) that there are more blessings than sufferings in my life. Even if there are sufferings, I believe that they are good for me and it's for the glory of God. I'm really waiting for lives being transformed in my community and my household. God has His plans and I will trust His heart and trust in who He is.