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Title: Tilt my life.

Monday, December 27, 2010 || 2:14 AM

I am gonna be a busy woman tomorrow! (=
I'm gonna cut my hair. (Oh, finally!)
I'm gonna get a new school bag!
I'm gonna get a new school shoes!
Or maybe if I'm lucky enough I'll get something more. :D

Depends on my mommy!

You know what just happened??
My maid. told me. that. her headphone. spoiled.
And. she. told me. she knows. who. made it spoiled.
She. is. gonna. report it. to her agent.
Well. common sense. told me. that. my family members. aren't so. free. to. make. it. spoil.
Right? What for? (Okay, I don't wanna put the fullstop anymore. It distracts me.)

My brother thinks she's insane. She became a scary maid. Really, scary.
He thinks she's just joking. Like, playing with us.
But this is so serious. She asked my cousin, me and my brother about her headphone.
She said she knew who spoiled it on purpose.
After that, she ran to her room and locked her door and -idk what she did inside-
And when she was running, she said she's gonna tell her agent.
Wtheck. Seriously. What's wrong with her?
Freaking tilt.

I asked my mommy and tell her everything.
She says. Maids aren't even suppose to own a phone.
Well, it's all clear.
It's maybe she's crazy or someone did it on purpose. Or, she's just joking around.
And maybe, the apple I ate, had poison on it.
And if I die, show this to police. :O
But after 2 hours, nothing really happened to me.

She told me she wanna go back Indonesia twice.
Both times are like so serious. And after that, she said : Bergurau sahaja.
I feel like saying wt* but I don't want to.
No vulgars. Remember?

Kay, off to clear all the useless stuffs. Bye.

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: Something... to explain.

Saturday, December 25, 2010 || 12:52 PM

It is not true that margarine is "but ONE MOLECULE from being PLASTIC," and, even if it was, this doesn't mean that eating margarine is like eating plastic (though some would argue it tastes like it). Many items in nature are chemically similar to one another, but that doesn't make them similar in appearance or effect. It's not the molecules that a substance is made of that defines it, but rather how those molecules are arranged.

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: Christmas!

Friday, December 24, 2010 || 12:40 PM

Hello! I haven't been updating my blog for 6 days, I know you miss me. (:

Finally, I went to Mid Valley yesterday! Shopped whole day. Ate Gelatissimo. I bet you're guessing what that is. It's an ice cream stall like Baskin Robbin. ♥ I loveee ice cream, but I'm kind of afraid of getting fat or sickness for eating too much. Yeahh, I've to admit I just had ice cream for supper last Sunday. Mc flurry. I know I'm gonna really gain weight. I just had asam laksa and indo mee for supper last night! Besides that, I don't do much sports these days, or you can say, everyday since I was born. D:

But anyway, who cares? Let's skip to the awesome topic! What are you gonna do to celebrate Christmas?? I saw a video in church last Sunday, it says that Christmas is to give not to get. (: So yeah. To give. I'm going to church tonight! The church is somewhere in Sri Hatamas. Which, I've heard of it but, I don't think I went there before. :D I'm gonna meet my nieces and nephews tomorrow! The Chin-dians side. LOLOL. Chinese side all go to Melacca. :/ I can't meet my dearie AnneJaeline and AnneMarie. And new born AnneJaemine, and 1 year old Gibson! Aww, I know it's a sad thing. But who cares? I get to see Kros, Joshua, Justine, Mark, Shaun, Trisha and Sharon! Well well. It's a good thing. And foooood! Cooked by Aunty Rosaline! (My daddy's Chin-dia sister) The awesome chef! (:

On 22nd of December, Jo, Suet Er and I went to a design workshop. It's awesome. I had bad thinking before going there, I thought they would kidnap me since everything there is free. Bad thinking :/ But yet we got free KFC. The PJCAD isn't stand for Petaling Jaya but idk what. It's PJ college art & design! I learned alot of new things! Like, (not really) 'cause the main thing I learned was print-making. Yeahh. I did that. It's darn awesome, and fun!

Whala! It's friday today. I'm getting really nervous when I realised school's gonna reopen. I'm going to be a Form 3. Time passed such fast! How could this happen? I thought it's just November or something? Holidays..? Not enough!!

Well, I've been wasting all my time on Idk what lah. Maybe computer or maple. I never study! Pfft. I'm so dead, I know right. So, byebye. I need to off to shower!

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: Pass the butter (;

Saturday, December 18, 2010 || 3:40 AM

This is frightening! Have you heard this before?
Having Worked at Unilevers Premier Margarine Factory in the UK for 1 Year, as a Management Trainee, and then in Sri Lanka Managing Margarine Manufacture, I can safely admit that what you are about to read is true !!
Pass The Butter... Please.

This is interesting. .. .

Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back.
It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow colouring and sold it to people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavourings....
DO YOU KNOW.. The difference between margarine and butter?
Read on to the end...gets very interesting!
Both have the same amount of calories.
Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams; compared to 5 grams for margarine.
Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating the same amount of butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study.
Eating butter increases the absorption of many other nutrients in other foods.
Butter has many nutritional benefits where margarine has a few and only because they are added!
Butter tastes much better than margarine and it can enhance the flavours of other foods.
Butter has been around for centuries where margarine has been around for less than 100 years.
And now, for Margarine..
Very High in Trans fatty acids.
Triples risk of coronary heart disease ...
Increases total cholesterol and LDL (this is the bad cholesterol) and lowers HDL cholesterol, (the good cholesterol)
Increases the risk of cancers up to five times..
Lowers quality of breast milk.
Decreases immune response.
Decreases insulin response..

And here's the most disturbing fact.... HERE IS THE PART THAT IS VERY INTERESTING!
Margarine is but ONE MOLECULEaway from being PLASTIC...and shares 27 ingredients with PAINT
These facts alone were enough to have me avoiding margarine for life and anything else that is hydrogenated (this means hydrogen is added, changing the molecular structure of the substance).

You can try this yourself:
Purchase a tub of margarine and leave it open in your garage or shaded area. Within a couple of days you will notice a couple of things:
* no flies, not even those pesky fruit flies will go near it (that should tell you something)
* it does not rot or smell differently because it has nonutritional value ; nothing will grow on it. Even those teeny weeny microorganisms will not a find a home to grow. Why? Because it is nearly plastic. Would you melt your Tupperware and spread that on your toast?

Share This With Your Friends.....(If you want to butter them up')!

Chinese Proverb:
When someone shares something of value with you and you benefit from it, you have a moral obligation to share it with others.

Pass the BUTTER PLEASE

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: Holidays!

Thursday, December 16, 2010 || 4:39 PM

Had been wasting all my holidays doing nothing. Nothing awesome. But please save me, my holidays are seriously, sucks. :( Jo Ann! Save me, I wanna hang out with you, like every single day!

Here's the picture of my sport shoe! (: -

It doesn't look nice in this angle. :O But you'll see how awesome it looks like when you see it by your own eyes! (: TEEHEE .

So, my bestie Chong Yew Han is emo-ing since yesterday. Sigh, he cried whole night for a girl. Aww. I know I'm not supposed to spread this. But I'm not exactly spreading 'cause no one's gonna read my blog ((: Right? :D

And yes, my bestest bestie Lim Jo Ann came back already! Say hooray! Let's celebrate the day~
She invited me to that design workshop thingy. Yeah, the truth is, I can't wait for it. ♥ And yah, on Christmas eve I've duty on Church! (: Awesome!

Holidays aren't that boring after all.

But I've a feeling, my English, Chinese, Malay all became worse. Gonna be a stupid Bernice. I'm so worried about my PMR next year. My heart just can't stop beating. (Well, if my heart isn't beating then I'm not alive already) Kay BYEBYE. CHONG YEW HAN. CHEER UP! (:

Oh hold on. Ah ma finally opened her eyes. (Half opened) For a second. But maybe she's just too tired. She closed her eyes again. (: God bless you, ah ma, you can do it! :D I know you miss my mommy! I think I won't be going next year 'cause I'll give out my space for my mommy! Let mommy go Penang and visit Ah ma! I, stay at home! Awesome. It's not actually a sad thing, 'cause I just don't feel like going. I bet if they still haven't talked to each other, I'd cry my heart out. I'll suffer there. :\ Gosh, feel like crying now. Toodles. *wipe tears*

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Title: Pictures perfect memories ;

Sunday, December 12, 2010 || 4:37 PM

Pretty? ((:

Hah, this is random.

Don't you think they are beautiful?

We love sunshine.

Last but not least, it's soooo sweet. ♥

For covering purpose.
-There's a person who complained about my 2nd last post. She thinks it's scary.
These are the awesome pictures I found on Tumblr.
Enjoy.

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Title: R.I.P, Alviss Kong.

Saturday, December 11, 2010 || 7:44 PM

* A 22 year old (Born 22nd May 1988) , ALVISS KONG (Jiangshi Feng (IT staff) committed suicide by jumping off the 14th floor of Ketumbar Heights, Cheras.
* Before commiting suicide, he posted a note to his Facebook profile page. Prior to jumping, he took one last photo and even posted a message 45 minutes before.
* From the note, it can be inferred that he no longer wanted to live after his girlfriend broke up with him.
* Alviss Kong ’s body damaged a car upon impact, and he lay bleeding until emergency services took him to the hospital.
* He was pronounced dead at 9AM on the morning of December 10th.
* He lived on the 5th floor of the same apartment, and has a brother and a sister
* Prior to jumping off the 14th floor, he went to a tea stall near his apartment.
* Both Alviss Kong and his girlfriend had blogs.
* They had been together for 4 months, and this was Alviss’s second, and last relationship.
* From a source on FB, I found out that Alviss Kong used to work in Berjaya Times Square. He also used to go clubbing a lot, and he liked to wear a plaster on his face as a fashion statement.

你的无情...给了我无比的缺心 Alviss Last Note

徐明彬

在你的世界里...爱情是什么 ?
我抛下一切去挽回你....你却可以很无情地把我一次又一次的推开
你说你爱我..你说你并没变...你只是不想了....不想了...无论我怎么做..也是不想了
你的绝情...真的给了我无比的缺心去了断自己
很傻吧..? 我也觉得自己很傻...我说过的i love u...i said it i meant it...i'll love u till the moment i die
现在我也说了...我要帮自己做个了断
不是完全因为你..只不过在我的世界里..的确只有爱情...而你就是我最爱的人
今天谢谢你的最后回忆....在cinema里你给的拥抱那科(刻)..我觉得一切的感觉都回来了
只没想到...最后..你依然坚持了你的决定
你变了...你说你依然爱我...但是我却发觉你根本爱上跟他们一起的感觉
爱情...我玩不起...两场的爱..我已经把自己搞到不知道象(像)什么了...
很遗憾的是....既然在最后一天里..你也不把送你回家的机会给我...算吧...
以后也不会再有这机会了.....因为当你读完这些后..我已不在人世
你的爱..我无法了解..但跟你的这4个月里...是我人生中最开心的
就让我成为你回忆中的永恒....
devil bin this is the way how i love,perhaps ppl will think it was crazy
i've never tried to put down my pride my dignity my ego-ness
on my first ex...but u were totally diff,i put down my pride my dignity my every shit
just to beg u....but i failed...as always im just a failure in a relation
but that's just me,i'll only do the things which i think its worth...
will i became ur memory forever ? who knows..since u were already special when the first sight i saw u...
perhaps,u'll just f~~uck~~ing laugh at me...i bet there's plenty of ppl will laugh too =) but who cares ?
that's just me...that's the way i are....
the last thing
i do appreciate everything about us....u were the light in my life..u given me determination for my future...but everything is gone...i don't blame u actually...
because 爱情是自由的 ~ so just wish u'll have ya happy life in d future
ILY ; IMY ~ sorry that i couldn't brings u to walk until the end of the day
希望你会记得在你的生命中...曾几何时有个一个那么爱你的人出现过
P/S : Please do not blame her....Im the one who decided this..she's just the one given me the motivation n courage.....to my FAMILY,please..i beg of u all,dont ever blame on her...
To her future BF : IF U DID ANYTHINGS THAT WOULD HURT HER..I F~~UCK~~ING SWEAR I'LL F~~UCK~~ING HAUNT U DOWN EVEN IM JUST A SPIRIT =) !

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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Title: Rapunzel ♥

Friday, December 10, 2010 || 2:46 AM

How's life, guys and girls? (; Boring, isn't it? If you've awesome ones, you can share with me, no worries. :) I won't eat you lah :D I suppose that I should sleep by now but, I don't know why, I just don't feel like ditching my blog. I'll blog it whenever I've my 'inspirations'. Haha. Do you guys realise that I always answer 'I don't know'? That's a good answer for answering questions. But now, I don't want I don't know anymore, I'm getting older, I don't wanna be a person that doesn't have own ideas. Okay fine, maybe I should think about it when I've my own children. I think I'm way too young to think about it right now, haha. Weird girl, eyh? Whatever.

VBS was fun. I miss everyone.. I'm lying. Oh my God, I miss Isaac Khoo. Why is he so cute? Why is he so tiny? Why isn't he my son? Fine, forget about it. He'll probably forget about me, soon. Everyone forgets me ;'( Jeng Jeng, Tun Han and Joey. Pfft. That three little young kids. How could they do that to me? Yun Na is getting naughty, she lies a lot. Oh, I'm starting to talk about Penang life already. Chillax. (; It's not the best one but I'll still remember it. It may be the worst Penang trip ever, but who knows about future? Maybe it would happen another time. :X Or it might be worse. After that happened, I've no faith in myself anymore. I don't trust anyone anymore. Really, I'm scared that everyone will betray me. I don't know why, this and that don't really relate, but, I just became like this. Someone, help me.

I scared he leaves me, I scared she leaves me, I scared my daddy and mummy leave me. I'm terrified. Uhh, forget about it. Let's talk about happy stuff. Yay to my guild mates, they are gonna get married later at 2pm. (December 10) I think they are coupling in real life. 'Cause in that guild chat, they keep calling each other Dar (darling) and dear. Haha, and they are so sweet together! <3 Congratulations. They invited me, hahaha. I hope I can make it (;

I'm not actually emotional. I think I'm just tired, haha. :D Jo Ann came back on the 6th of December. Hooray. We went out.. just now. (December 9) Yes, I watched Rapunzel for second time. I know I'm wasting money, but with Jo, I don't care about my money, I mean, not mine. Sigh, I don't have money! I wanna work! Oh, I just really thought of what I want for Christmas already. You're welcome to give me present. Hehe. :P

I wish to get these :
1. A smiley face from everyone.
2. All of you!! Don't ever leave me.
3. Hugs.

End of story. Haha (; I need more actually, I'm greedy.

4. Bracelets.
5. Shoes. (School/Lifestyle.)
6. Bags. (School/Lifestyle.)
7. Healthy.
8. A new phone! (I'm begging it from my mom for quite a long time -_-)

1-3 are important. You guys have to do it when you see me alright? (:
4-8 Sigh, no hope la. Hahaha. Bye (;

Maybe there will be part 2. Let me think what I really want first lah, okay? Patient!

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Title: everything I did, was all, useless.

Thursday, December 2, 2010 || 10:47 AM

When I meant give up I really mean it. I mean, I didn't really mean it, but after you told me that : I thought you didn't wanna care about it already, I really, feel like killing myself. How could you leave me crying 1 hour plus in Penang? I thought my holidays would be awesome after coming to Penang. 'Cause maybe there's a chance to change everything back to normal. Not normal. But normal. It's like last time, when we did everything together, yes, together. And then now what? I've to say Penang trip '10 is awesome, is it? I guess it's not that awesome after all. Ever since that day, I cried that lot, and you didn't even care. You just stayed silence. Like your sister? Okay lah whatever la. I don't wanna care about it anymore.I don't feel like talking to you, but everytime i try not to talk to you I fail. I know I'm useless kay! Out to breakfast, bye.

Posted by Bernice with love.♥
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