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Name♔ Bernice Chee Wai Yee
Nickname♔ Ber
Age♔ Eighteen(2014)
Birthday♔ 13th of September
Height♔ Too short to be revealed
Weight♔ Around 40kg.
Nationalist♔ Malaysian
Race♔ Chinese
Religion♔ A follower of Christ & a child of God :)

Anyeongggg.
God loves you and He created the beautiful you and the jaw dropping universe. You are beautiful and unique in your own way so don't you doubt that. :D
"Are not five sparrows sold for two cents? Yet not one of them is forgotten before God."Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. - Luke 12:6-7

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Title: hey sexy girl from kuala-la-la lumpur.
Sunday, May 30, 2010 || 8:18 PM

So, I went to Kuala Lumpur just now with my mummy by LRT. You should ask me, KL so big! which part of KL? Haha. Guess lar.. :D The place which has cheap cheap stuff. well, not that cheap larr. At least the things there are affordable. Nah, I'm not a bad girl larr, I don't spend my mom's money much.. =P

See these, nice right? It's quite cheap. I can't tell you the price, but if you wanna know the price, ask me personally or you can go there and check that out. It's not a secret, but I'm gonna give these as birthday presents to my friends. The third one is super nice! It's full of crosses, suit Christians, and of course that's more expensive. I felt like being a greedy person, steal the third one and let it be mine. And actually I can. See how lorh, 'cause I love it much. If I wanna give my friend the third one, I have to ask them if they are Christians.


This is mine. It's like WOW. I thought my mom bought it for herself, you know lar, she wears sexier than me, and she's prettier than me. more beautiful, more gorgeous... She has all the positive sides. Haha. But I'm proud I have someone that loves me.

STUPID TONG SAMPAH just texted me: Hello flatty. I was like !@#$%^( when I saw that. He said that from January. Luckily not standard 6, or else now Ill be in somewhere else watching my blog dead. Shhhhh.


This is hers. Told you!! She wears sexier than me. She has tons of sexy dresses, blouses, shirts.. Profesional.. She even has drawers of cosmetics. I only have one box. How cool, and that's haun, Kros, Ann-Jaeline, Ann-Marie, Trysha and her sister, Joshua, Justine. Honestly, I didn't feel good when Justine called me Aunty. But now okay, she calls me Jie-Jie. I love Shaun, Trysha and Kros. They might be good in Chinese in the future. Chindians in Chinese schools. LOVE LOVE LOVE. =P

I didn't reply Tong Sampah, he sendiri sms-ed me: you no fingers or lost your phone. Tong, I got to tell you, I know you're perverted, I know you're creative. Stop calling me flatty, you shut up. or you can drive away. {shut up and drive}


Both Guess. I'm wearing Guess shirt and I bought Guess skirt. Geng lerh. It rhymes. Haha, wtheck? :D I'm wearing GUESS WHO IS WEARING THIS SHIRT?
Answer: Bernice Chee Wai Yee.
muacks. ♥

-Eating grapes.
-Blogging.
-Going to Miss Swan soon.

I tell you, Miss Swan is my Idol man! Watch her videos in youtube. If you don't laugh, then sorry larr, you are not a human being. Make sure watch one by one, in order. It kind of is continuous. Laugh craze!







Gahhhh, Got To Go. Teo Yung Sin! Good luck in your exams!! Just try your best.
(that's what Puan Julie said. Pretty Sexy Puan Julie.) =D

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Title: Letters to Romeo.
Friday, May 28, 2010 || 6:43 PM


This show. ♥ Aww!
I wanna watch larrrr.
Actually after I read the plot I don't know what's happening.
Nevermind. I'm not SO interested in this movie, 'cause I don't understand.
So, I watched 3rd episode of Jamie Oliver's Food Revolution with my brother. I saw him tearing, I was like wow, 'cause I really didn't really understand that episode. I was like staring at the screen; acting like i was listening, but thinking of other things. Honestly, what I listened passed through my ear pinna-->auditory canal-->ear drum-->ear ossicles-->oval window-->cochlea, NOT to my auditory nerves and brain. But semicircular canal does help me to sit balancely. Oh ya, and don't know passed through what, then they came out from my another ear.
O.K. My Science is not that good. I only got sixty-eight for that.
Sixty-eight for Siew Chin is like damn an Ant(refers to Antonio? No, he acted cute and acted don't know me in school.. I wont mention him on my blog anymore) For me like KLCC that high. You know if you want me to say properly, it should be like Anthony that tall. :D
Next, HAHA. Today was the first day I see my dad's new car-Alfa Romeo.
WOW. red colour. So yeng.
Gonna go tuition with his new car. HAHA.
Seriously, the old dark green waja sold to some freak... I miss it.
Alfa Romeo sounds like my Romeo.

Chill, your nose don't bleed first. This is a sport car larrr. Yeng like my father weih.
But it's Alfa Romeo also.

This one like flying one. Optical Illusion la :D Oh ya, that's not my dad's car.

Molly Tuiton. I haven't touched homeworks, haven't eaten dinner. :D
Done my today's craps. Bye bye.

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Title: Shows, movies... ROUTINE.
Thursday, May 27, 2010 || 11:19 PM


I ♥ this show. It's a REALLY nice show. You have to watch it. Will freaking make you tear. It's not those like love|comedy|stupid|desperate shows. I can't say there's NO love at all in that show. If there's NO love, it won't be a nice show. So, at least the love there is among family, not you know boys and girls, well, women and men.. (:
`But you'll know the creepy things, like, how N-U-G-G-E-T-S come from. I'm gonna say it, I'm not gonna eat nuggets until I forget about this show. Oh, and that's not gonna happen.. of course I will still eat nuggets. I used to eat nuggets every week for breakfast last time. But, not often.

-Here's the introduction of JAMIE OLIVER-
James Trevor "Jamie" Oliver, MBE (born 27 May 1975), sometimes known as The Naked Chef, is an English chef, restaurateur and media personality well known for his growing list of food-focused television shows, his more recent roles in campaigning against the use of processed foods in national schools, and his campaign to change unhealthy diets and poor cooking habits for the better across the United Kingdom and the United States.

You will be hungry if you watch his show. It's like persuading you to eat. {come come, eat eat.}
-Here's the introduction of JAMIE OLIVER'S FOOD REVOLUTION-
This food revolution is about saving America's health by changing the way you eat. It's not just a TV show, it's a movement for you, your family and your community. If you care about your kids and their future take this revolution and make it your own. Educate yourself about food and cooking. Find out what your child is eating at school. Make only a few small changes and magical things will happen. Switching from processed to fresh food will not only make you feel better but it will add years to your life.



Are you hungry now? I am. :( I watched 2 episodes. Will soon be a crazy woman that face the computer ALL DAY LONG, to watch glee, and this and that.

Oh ya, a new movie's out. -Letters to Juliet.
I'd watch the trailer. My brother said best movie ever. DAMN IT. May I know is it above eighteen or am I legal to watch? I'm not that desperate, so never mind.

Exam's over. I'm not that happy. I don't know why, I'm affected by Siew Chin. Thank youuu. = =
Yew Han kept asking me to be faster. So, the end. TEE HEE!

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Title: live like we're dying.
Sunday, May 23, 2010 || 10:54 PM

"Could not contact Blogger.com. Saving and publishing may fail. Retrying..." This is damn professional weih -.- okay already. :D


Nahhhh, I was telling the truth, this time I won't be living so long. I'm dead. I was holding a book walking around, within these few hours, I just remember the 1st word, which is not related to Sejarah - Tahukah... I'm dead I'm dead! Sejarah is such an "interesting" subject weih. I damn "love" it. Seriously.. I damn tak tahan a guy, he's pissing me off. He's like no friends. I mean no friend. yea! not even one -.- he thinks i'm his friend... which is he's so stupid, I hate him, he thought i was his BEST FRIEND. Sometimes, some things happened made me feel that i've changed a lot, maybe I've changed to be a bit ruder. I know lar, I'm a bitch la!! So...? haha, actually I don't know, and I don't think I am :D oh ya, back to that bastard guy, he texted me, you know I damn beh tahan him very long time already. so he asked me how were my exams. I said wrong number. (I beh song him, I'm telling the truth! I thought I was free already. I damn envy my smarty brain that I've thought a best idea to shoo him away.) so, next, he asked who i am. (pissed off, I mean I'm pissed.) so I said: I say, you don't know, what for I say? (damn it!! I'm gonna throw my sim card away man, I thought he wont reply...) he said sorry wrong number (I damn happy, happy-ied. -.- luckily yung sin texted me that time, or else i would be at tanjung rambutan now...) then bastard said: serious la.bernice. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I said: serious. who's this? I don't know you. stop smsing me. (I can't believe he can survive until today weih.. how can this !@#$%^&*() guy survive? he's damn freaking not a human man! -.- I've wasted my 1st foul language because of him! freaking wasted. 0.0) he said: you...you...you... don't know who am i? (!@#$%^ wrong number you bastard how i know who are you?!! I mean I know you but I don't wanna know you. I regret going to that party because of you! damn you!!!!) I freaking beh tahan liao: you very popular merh?! unless you are a star! -.- (haha, you're not. I'm just jealous of my joker, smartie brain... joking lar. I where got so perasan?) HAHA, now siew chin turn to sms me... cooled down. freaking bastard continue smsing me: no la. I'm just a normal student. hows exams? (haha! you don't even know i'm a child, a teenager or an adult you asked me how's exams? ~!@#$ I don't wanna reply, freaking waste my credit. I want use my credits to text yung sin one lar!! -.- not you!!!) then he said: answer me la. i wanna sleep already. XXX here. oops, I nearly wrote his name out, phewwww. ( you made me think I'm so xiao qi. you no friend kid! SHOO off my life.)

found out a new game - baking life. play this game, pleaseeee? :D
I haven't studied, I'm dead. bastard guy gek sei ngoh. -.-

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Title: act Q is my hobby.
Saturday, May 22, 2010 || 10:54 PM

Enrique Iglesias - Hero

Let me be your hero

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

:O act cute is my hobby :D

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Title: you... you complete me
|| 12:07 AM

like finally, first week's over. next week i'm gonna suffer like mad to study geografi, sejarah, mathematics, sivik, kemahiran hidup & kesihatan. Oh my jelly burger, what's wrong with this world? I ♥ Jelly burger. Freaking hate exams, I'm finding something to watch, Toy story 3's coming out, I watched the trailer. It's about the boy, he used to play toys... then when he's a grown up, he decided to sell everything. :( then they think of ways to escape the toy shop :D yea, i think that's it. :D EXAM's killing me. I'm speechless, thank youu. bye -.-

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Title: ♥ Funny but sweet. Just to share.
Monday, May 17, 2010 || 1:02 AM



I wish you were him :D No, but I love who you are, seriously :D

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Title: arghhh.
Sunday, May 16, 2010 || 11:10 AM

STUPID MONKEY. CAME MY HOUSE. RUINED MY CAGE. HAMSTER LEFT 2. I ACTUALLY LIKED YOU, MONKEY, BUT NOW YOU MADE ME FREAKING HATE YOU!!!
I'M GONNA STUDY, I DON'T CARE. BUT I HAVEN'T, GO MOLLY I ALMOST WRONG EVERYTHING. SEI LO, SEI LO :'(
last one, I don't really care if you drink, just, you know you are underage, and you drink, owh, FINE. I don't wanna mention that. main thing is, TYS, next time if you wanna drink you tell me, at least. CAUSE I DON'T WANT ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU :( Don't be like Calvin kayyy? :(( I hope you know I really love you... :) Oh ya, back to you, drunkard, -.- It's your health, so if you think you are right then you can continue, who cares? maybe your lao po will kill you only ma, -.- Gone out midnight haven't gone back home, kept that as secret some more. GENG! Next, you are gay, I don't care you liaoooo. BBBB!! Exam's coming! -.- see how you fail, okay... I mean, good luck to everyone :O I'm evil I know. I cared too much I know. I'm troublesome I know. You are annoyed I know! FINE! -.-

watched the princess and the frog, awww, so sweet :)

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Title: sorry.
Thursday, May 13, 2010 || 7:19 PM

"Apologizing does not mean that you are wrong and the other one is right. It simply means that you value the relationship much more than your ego."

I really feel sorry for Puan Sawarna. REALLY, I REGRET TO RAISE UP MY HAND, I shouldn't do that. She's transferring and yet half of the class raise up our hands. Actually, I really feel sorry. REALLY, moral values popped out from my brain - DO NOT DO SOMETHING when you don't even know what's happening around because THAT SOMETHING YOU DO might hurt someone else... OKAY... really, I'm not going to do the same thing again (trying not to). Actually she's not that bad, honestly. I'm starting to like her... and now she might be transferring school. EVERTHING HAPPENED SO SUDDEN. It's like, it happened like that ----- Edwin, Yong Heng, Afrina, Syafila, Felicia, Gerald received Surat Amarans because did not pass up their exercise books... Afrina didn't come, Syafila was back to place.. I was shocked when I heard both of them didn't pass up their books... how to continue arr?... REGULARLY? OFTENLY? whatever. well, don't understand then just skip. So... Edwin and Yong Heng are famous for being bad boys. They found a so-called good reason. NAH, they told teacher something when teacher asked them why don't they understand what teacher was actually teaching, they said:"we can only understand PUAN WONG's teaching way. everyone said that." (maybe la, I was sitting behind so I don't know, and as you know I'm a good girl, I was doing what teacher asked us to do. duh, homework!!) Then I saw teacher stood up and asked us:" Do you think PUAN WONG is better than me?" I don't know what's happening actually. So, I was the one that actually decided to create a group : ask puan wong come back to teach us. but failed, as now i'm starting to like puan sarwarna. SHE's seriously not that bad, even if puan wong comes back to teach us, edwin and yong heng for sure wont so guai sit quietly and listen to what teacher's explaining. So, everything will be the same. WHEN PUAN SARWARNA's teaching, edwin's group members and of course him are actually just talking, not listening, everyone agreed that. So, I really wanted to apologize to teacher that I didn't really wanna raise up my hand. Siew Chin, can you lend me that paper? I want to write sorry, and write my name sign to teacher... I don't wanna lose her. SERIOUSLY, even if puan wong comes back, I will continue MOLLY. Next, oh ya, someone asked me to raise up my hand, so I okay, RAISED. and STOOD up.. HUH-HUH-ing. I thought teacher was just asking our opinion, so I don't think anything will happen. SO!!! teacher asked us to sign and write our names on a paper, I didn't write, didn't feel like it. It's damn evil man, that's what bitches or bastards do. really. OR NOT? yes, really. I felt like killing AMAR and SAVARAJ, I saw their names on that paper. BUT, at least they said sorry, YOU SEE OUR CLASS. MONITOR AND ASSISTANT MONITOR like that... oops... Teacher walked out of the class, Siew Chin passed that paper to teacher. TEACHER looked freaking sad right? And she just got married. damn weih.

I can't say anything to teacher except sorry. SORRY TEACHER.

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010 || 10:53 PM

Next next next, what's next?
I made a mother's day card for my mom :D but after she received that she scolded me :O I thought she would be happier today, but no. I mean okay okay la. Wait, today I heard something that was freaking hurt, hurt me. of course. Haih, really after that sentence, I swore that I wont be doing that anymore, but how? that's my hobby, I can't live without them. Even how bad I'm on that, it's just my hobby, I do care what she'd said, but I'm trying to forget about it so that I wont be too sad. So, I continued. Maybe next time I'll do that using my lowest voice. But, I really really really really really really really really really really really really hope I have a someone that only support me doing that. Or, nah, I'm not that bad, maybe you can comment what I did. Who loves to be teased? No one. She said she was kidding, maybe she scared I will cry so she said that. Whatever, I wont do that in front of anyone ALREADY. I swear, maybe to myself, my hamsters, my dogs... honestly, in that moment, I'm really very freaking so damn SAD. depressed. maybe disappointed. Comments on what I did, maybe it's not that cruel but to me, I'
got so LOW MARKS for my Sejarah, but then next thing I received was what you said. I'll try to forget it. & I'm not really angry at you. 'cause maybe I am really not that good or BAD at that. No one knows what she said except us. I'm so freaking sad, but I'm always reminded by my ORGAN, forgive and forget,... No ROTTEN TO THE CORE. hehe. thanks to puan molly and animal. Now I'm addicted to the word rotten. :DD

Oh ya, Haris and Hariz seem like they were angry at me. I laughed because... I also don't know. I love to haha! :D

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Title: Good luck to everyone.
Monday, May 10, 2010 || 9:39 PM

& wow, Mid-term exam's coming, those who are prepared, preparing or haven't even touched the book(that's me), good luck :D o.0 So, wish me good luck :)) Currently addicted to Elmo's song. yeah, I will love you baby, always and I'll be there, forever and a day, always.. :) Copying lyrics. Kyleen, I'm copying Elmo's song, Elmo's ducks, Always. maybe Honey bee :D That's what you wished me to copy. :O Gogogo! then next thing to do is study :( AHH!

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Title: To someone, I love you!
Sunday, May 9, 2010 || 8:10 PM

... If one day you tell me you don't love me anymore, I don't think I can survive. I really love you. But you seem to be like going away from me, what I sent you, you didn't reply. I'm ignored... Sorry if I'm a loser, sorry if I'm wrong for anything I did to you. What happened to you?!? Am I thinking too much, or... I don't know why!!! I love you so much!! I MISS YOU so much :(( Can you like.. reply me a message, AT LEAST?!? You don't make me so EMO can or not?! TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED! OR WHAT YOU WANT! I would rather you to explain everything to me than to keep quiet there made me kept guessing what I'd did. Your personal message : "I will always love you...", I asked you is that your real feelings or...? I know it's a song of course! Then you just HAHA there.. fine, then today your personal message : "We are always best friends." Are you telling me this? I don't know, can someone help me? HELP ME! Oh my god, you are driving me crazy man! I'm gonna be emo.. I don't know why I don't believe that you're still loving me. I hope you tell me what you are thinking, at least I can put down all these and move on. Need time to help me go through all this. :'(

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Title: Sharing this to everyone I ♥
|| 1:48 PM

Take a little time to read, it's worthwhile!
a touching story...........

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!"

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?"

My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study..

Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!" GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

"My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.


Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day will be their last, or your own.

Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings Peace...

"I asked God, 'How do I get the best out of life?' God said, 'Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with confidence. And prepare for the future without fear!'"


I cried because of this :'( It's damn sad! I hope that the son realize what he did was wrong. Damn wrong =(

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Title: Somewhere Out There, ♥
Saturday, May 8, 2010 || 11:35 PM

Few minutes ago, I had a walk with my dogs. and finally, I know that feeling. People that are lonely, I really adore you. How can you live? Well, I didn't mean that in a sarcastic way. Just that, I had experienced that for once & it was not really lonely, I bet in this world there's someone that is really very lonely.. very very lonely, friendless. Dark street at night, alone, dogs pulled me and fought with his enemy. My hands were like going to break.. Whole palm red. I shouted so loud. They came to me... & they.. maybe they were apologizing. To throw my loneliness away, music is the best thing ever ♥ :DD So, I sang a few songs. My heart will go on, Nothin' on you, etc. I can't live without them. People around me, those lifeless people open their windows.. said HI. really nothing better to do. I didn't care. Continued singing. Finally I was going back. Dogs just now were acting to apologize only. They continued barking. WALIAO A. I was really mad that time. I used all my strength just to pull Grumpy. Argh! They made me gonna die right now.
I just received TYS's message. :DD He told me he's in Genting. I'm speechless. JUST FINISH watching CONCERT. What a rich kid man! -.- Actually my brother's crazier. Drive to Genting yam cha come back =.= These kind of people, too rich already. Too much money already. Give me some, can? Oh, he just reloaded. :DDD I was very happy when he sent me messages. If he late reply, I emo :|
Today Molly Tuition, damn cham, late for 45 minutes, When I reached tuition center, I saw the kakak, I damn shy. -.- Then went in the class, lagi shy. It's like: I'm sorry Puan Molly. then straight away my face changed to ----> =.=!!.. HAHA, guess what. NO PLACE FOR ME, except beside my ex-classmate - Nicholas Chew Ming Xuan. SHY again. Then nevermind wor, beside him somemore KOK WAI LOONG -.- If you know them your ears will burst. :DD Then they very lifeless one wor -.- Childish (: Then then then, main part, Anthony TEMAN me until my brother came to fetch me, Siew Chin, jealous enough? HAHAHAHA. I 152cm, he 193cm. ROTTEN TO THE CORE :DD no, ROTTEN is the word! MUAHAHAHA.
NEXT, about tomorrow. Tomorrow, HOORAY, teach kid. Yea, KID's teaching kids. HEHE. I bet alot of kids ♥ me. I know I know. So, what's next? Next stop happiness






I will always ♥ you, by BER-BER. You?, will you always ♥ me? :P

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Title: ♥ 05.05.2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 || 10:39 PM

Today is a memorable day, Happy Birthday to someone special to me. Dear cousin sister Edwina, thank you for accompanying me in my life. I wish you would be always there for me. But, that's really impossible. I mean, you know where you are, I know where I am. Our distance are always so far away except when we meet, spend so little time together. Okay, nah, Happy Birthday, but I can't give you any present. Sorry for that, hope you won't mind. Did Erica even wish you? Don't tell me if she didn't. I just want to remind you, she's your sister, FOREVER. Fact & Truth. If you don't try your best to save that relationship, then it will be difficult next time. I hope she wont be so CHILDISH by doing that anymore if both of you can be the same like last time, how we played that pregnant, I was mummy, you were papa, she was our daughter -.- whatever. Actually I wanted to tell you how I feel. I mean, today is your birthday, which what you said I'm your dearest sister. Maybe next time I will tell you about how I feel.

Next, :D say congratulation to me, I got 40/50 for my science(remain the same compare with last monthly test.), 90/100 for geography(remain the same again) 31/40 for Malay(Ringkasan helped us. Improved 3 marks I think. But still B, wtheck :|), Sejarah 78.(improved 5 marks) HAHAHAHA. i bet other subjects will be crappy -.-

Maybe today is just, owh, FINE. lost a friend, again. This might be forever. 'cause this one... deleted everything related to me. I was like okay, you can do it. I wished you can hate me & now my dream came true. If everything reacts so fast then i don't have to worry anything happen on Earth. If my dreams could always come true like this. Okay, fine that's actually not a dream. Just that, I'm selfish I know, I don't want anything happen to me because of you. Bernice Chee, can you stop acting like dream come true? I know you wont be reading my blog already, SO, I can say what I want. Now, you are not my friend, I have to accept this. Maybe I will get used to it someday. You are not my counselor, we have nothing. I don't know you, you don't know me. If I can act like this in school, then thank God. Maybe this is what I wished for. Maybe I'm too over so you got mad. Maybe what I said when you are emo hurt you. Okay, It's over, everthing's over. I wont be talking to you anymore, since you acted so angry. Bernice, does this ending make you really happy, you have to think it yourself 'cause you know maybe it does not. But you have to say you are happy. SO, happy ending :D

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: Hey Soul Sister :)
Saturday, May 1, 2010 || 9:28 PM

Hey Soul Sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair you know, Hey Soul Sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do, tonight. Heeey, Heeeey Heeeeey :)

This one, err.. HAHA, mom said my profile picture in Facebook is sexy :) I said: ya merh?.. 'cause she always wears very sexy.. Her mood today damn good man, she's gonna buy an Xbox control for him and a handphone. :O I was like, WOW. He kept saying:"wow, mom, I'll help you massage 2 hours then :) you are the best!" I was like laughing, I thought you're backstabber? :P that's true. you just said mummy go out every night... act like a non-office lady. hehe.. Take leave just for a lunch with her DAP friends. haha, whatever.. I was like laughing like mad there.. then my mom said: "or else in your eyes i'll be a bad mummy, I thought you always said I very bad de?" :) My bro said: "now, you are the best.." Walao.. Tak boleh tahan :D

Tomorrow teach kidsss. I think I'm gonna bring my camera there the next time. Share pictures with Jo. xD They are so cuteee. and there's a girl which her parents are mute (can't talk), she doesn't know how to talk.. but of course she can talk. Everyone was hugging me, she's beside me, asked people beside me to go away.. I was like okay okay.. busy kid.. I know they love me very much. :P how sad. I don't go there every week :O When they hugged me, I was really very happy.. I can't say that's the happeist thing ever.. 'cause you know, thank God, parents, I'm in this world. I trust myself, Him, I'll live happily, no matter what happen.. :) appreciate everything around us. Everyone's sad if they lose something right? So, that's normal.. to live life more completely, we have to go through all these 'missions'. I was there, they love me, we love one another. They made me think that this world is full of loves and hopes.. don't give up life. So, I love kids :D

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: My mom ♥
|| 4:52 PM

She went to visit her friend in hospital... DAP people. I don't know...
You know my mom, go everywhere to sing... :) Singer ma.. xD
I'm proud of her... I adore her.. :P
My house.. everywhere trophies... Pro lerh? :D
Okay, so she went to visit Doctor Chia or Cheah, or whatever..
He was in ICU past 8 weeks, can't move, can't talk.. His two hands are tied with something..
Get well soon.. Take care.. His favourite song is Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin. by Teresa Teng. I bet you listened to it before.. My mom sang that song to him.. He cried, OMG, everyone walked to him.. and cried too. You see how pro my mom is, wow.. I'm so proud :) ♥♥
then, she sang another time, doctor cheah or chia cried harder. I mean he's touched until you know a patient, can't talk, no sound.. but he cried with his voice...
her friend wanna record some more. woahhh. she said:"why don't you record teresa teng's one?"
HAHA..
So, Doctor Cheah or Chia bang-ed by a car.. :(
He's a doctor you know. how sad. I know he can get well, 'cause my mom said he is seriously a good person.

Posted by Bernice with love.
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Title: Fight For This Love. ♥
|| 12:09 AM

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

`Cheryl Cole.

Sienzzz la... Ip Man 2's out I can't go watch. -.-
18 above larh now?!
yerr like hell. after exam stay at home!!
Fine, after mid term I'm gonna watch you.. you watch out :)

Brother Jeremy Chee, when is your movie coming out?
I'm so excite.
Whatever. I know it will in cinema one day.
Mummy doesn't wanna go cinema watch.. Buy fake DVD for her! :)
HAHA, but you can't see this, you can't reply. I didn't invite you to my blog. Private.
xD

Tak ada PBSM meeting, tak ada tuition.
Sei lo, Puan Molly, thanks much... I sit in front one time you asked me to sit there forever?
I'm gonna say no way man -.-
But seriously no, the board's so big...
PLUS you know you keep moving your mini table here and there, I can't put my legs up...

Happy belated Birthday Tan Pei Ru, Wai Loan...
Happy Birthday Bryan Goh, Patrick Soh! :) Bryan, I ter-say hi to you that time 'cause I thought you were someone else. but then you replied me a hi so manner... I decided to wish you here :) Good friend, right? whatever, I don't even know you LOL. Patrick, you are in Australia now, everything will be alright. You are a superb smart person... Scollarship somemore :) Good luck!
Pei Ru is so damn cool.. whole pinafore wet. xD

Haha, I don't care anything already...
I actually wanna explain everything to you..
But, I promised everyone not to talk to you, so I gave up.
But, do you know anything?
You are kinda innocent :)

Posted by Bernice with love.
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